..A Silly Gurl's Life...

new songs

2006-07-15T20:01:00.000-07:00

http://www.yes933.sg/av/mv_michael.wmv

http://www.yes933.sg/av/mv_shilianxue.wmv

http://www.yes933.sg/av/linyuzhong_kaoan.wm

http://www.yes933.sg/av/mv_samlee.htm

http://www.yes933.sg/av/mv_gary_world.htm

http://www.yes933.sg/av/mv_gary_guamuxiangkan.htm

http://www.yes933.sg/av/mv_lovestory.htm

weekend cming!!

2005-09-22T15:50:00.000-07:00

yeah..weekends coming..*happi*..been wking late ever since i join e sea freight dept...stress sia...so much things 2 learn..pple here like 2 stay late...dun understand y..they can wk till 12 + 1 am....ALWAES..u nv see them leave on e dot...kinda sianz hur.......duno whether its e stress tat give me headache..sianzzzzzzzzz...dying

guess i complain too much...i alwaes complain...pity e pple who has 2 hear me grumble.. :p

i wan go holidae..dex ask mi tk leave in nov..he gng ord soon...next 2 mths...he basicalli is juz clearing leave...dunwan tk next mth...coz still have things 2 learn..i wanna go cut hair liao...messy le...dunno shld go which salon 2 go..need 2 save $$ leh..cannot anihw spent...hmm...muz keep habit..every mth save XX amount...havent tk up ani savings plans...think i sae for over 1 yr liao...kekekekekeke...

still have 1/2 hr 2 my offical off wk hrs...dunno can leave earli anot..got new bookings 2 do...waiting for customers 2 fax me draft b/l....hmmm...i seriously need apply lip balm...lips cracking..

so long nv see meiling liao...long time nv ask her go out...go gai gai liao..muz call her out..heehee..muz faster get bk 2 wk liao.....:p..got things 2 do..

bored @ office

2005-08-27T11:04:00.000-07:00

sat...signz...y muz on sats!!!si bei sianz...my last dae of "honeymoon" for e week...coz big bozz aka giant cming bk!!!arghhhhhhhhhhhhh..think of it..makes me sianz x 100000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000.next wk is my last wk under procurement too...den is to sea freight side oredy...*1st sep*...day i dread...SOB..

take a last pic in my rm...before i move desk..kekeke...haiz...nw muz move out...sianz...

aniwae...fr 1st sep...offically i gng over shipping side...no more under procurement...still hve 2 tender resignation letter 2 cross over...den simon gng gimme new appt letter 2 sign...dunno..whether i made e right decison 2 ask 2 be transfer..i need 2 think abt opportunies 2 learn..career prospects...under procurement..its juz interacting wif suppliers...sourcing..buying...everydae...proj ends...i am dead bored...under sea freight side..(which i am gng...)..life is gng be diff...lotsa things 2 learn...i am scared ..i cant handle e stuff...since i dun have experience dealting wif cargo...export..import documents...toking 2 cargo agents and stuff...gng b new things...aniwae...think tis dept aint gng 2 reimburse me wif h.p allowance,since i dun have 2 tok 2 suppliers animore.............but transport allowance...actualli den my pay gng be more!!!yeah...kekeke.......

yeah...can buy things...i wanna get..alot of things...muz save $$$
later gng meet dex...he go play soccer liao...yest we went 2 watch..."drink..drank..drunk"..gosh..its darmn farnie!!!yang qian hua is soooo cute!dex receive replies fr overseas uni oredy...but e course ,theres no exemption..he waiting for replies fr 2 more uni....haiz...den he gng..for 2-3 yrs...tat will be in feb or march....signz,long distance relationship...i dunno if i will have e faith 2 keep it gng by den...but we tok a whole nite last sat ....he feels insecure abt us..becoz fr his past relationships..gfs alwaes lies 2 him...i duno hw 2 make him trust me...he treats me beri well...i trying my best 2 do tat..hahahaha....he's so sweet..apparently he notes dwn e date and event everytime we went out...den he gng 2 compile it...and give it 2 me...awwwwww......kekekeke...he will be clearing leave in oct onwards...so he onli needs 2 go 1 day a week..by den...den no more NS...FREEMAN..liao...

he planning go short trip wif me..haha...but den dun even noe..can get approved leave anot...later gng bishan 2 watch his niece join some baby contest..keke...his family will b there leh...die...*scared*..hahahaha...his parents dunno he attached..

i hope i will be a gd gf.. :>

nice song

2005-08-19T10:41:00.000-07:00

this song is great:click on e link & listen!

My special angelhttp://www.g-e-r.org/myspecialangel.htm

click and listen 2 e song.."you're my special angel"...its so nice...for those tat finds it familar...its actualli fr my teenage textbk soundtrack...i like it!strumbled upon this song while i was looking for "no more tears" by beverly...another great song in teenage tetbk...but i cant find...coz dexter wanted 2 hear tat song...i think hard 2 find...coz its a rather old song

aniwae...i think some of geraldine ho songs are quite nice...surprisingly fr a local singer....and me saying tat...:p ...songs are rather sentimental...dunno if i can still get e albumn...its been released some time bk oredy...

* You're my Special angel*

Took for granted of those days
Thinking nothin' gonna happen in my way
Know I'm wrong and I regret
For the things I did and things I've said
Come back to my life once more
So my aching heart won't hurt no more

You're my special angel, show me the way
It's just that there is no one who can
Ever take your place
So bring me back the days before
There is so many things
You have to learn from us all

I questioned why you left that day
Didn't say goodbye and left your way
A wave is only what you gave
The image will never fade away
I memorized the things you've said
And I'll carry it on until I'm dead

You're my special angel
Show me the way
Those children needs your lovin'
In each and every way
All I want is only you
Take me now take me far away

Tears before my eyes
Hangin' on forever
Shattered dreams go broken
In all through their lives
Words you always said before
Tell me now that you'll leave no more

You're my special angel
Show me the way
It's just that there is no one who can
Ever take your place
Words you always said before
Tell me now, that you'll leave no more

Cause I know that you're the one
i'm waiting for...

:>

moody moody dae..

2005-08-14T09:24:00.000-07:00

signz..its blue mondae!..darmn sianz...super super no mood 2 wk....den steven has 2 call me arli in e morn 2 arrange collection..sianz..nw can slack a bit...while waiting for documents..bored...cramps...MOODY gal..

I wan a straw bag!!been seeing pple carrying a particular one...dunno where they buy..i oso wan!

dunno if can find it in far east anot...but nw i no mood 2 go gai gai...*sulk*....
spend e whole afternoon sleeping..yest..coz dun feel well...waste my sunday... :<
dex went to meet edmund they all....poor boi still sore throat...so long ordey...hope he gets well soon..

can someone sings me "Bad day" by daniel powter.....its singing my mood nw!!yes.....it is....signzzzzz..

new pics of tiny ..and bb

2005-07-20T23:45:00.000-07:00

ohhhhhhhhh...tiny gng model for pet mag soon....he be on cover!!!pics taken by sister....so cute...

*have a break...have a kit kat*

*stick out tongue....awwwww..so sweet!*

*good brothers....forever..and forever....*

*sleepy face...*

sad..heartache

2005-07-16T10:09:00.000-07:00

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh...so bloody piss off....i stained my precious white adidas watch...FUCK...i wore it onli a few times!!!!!!!!!!DAMN.....*sad*..so sad*SOB SOB*

This is cute!
NEW!LATEST LADIES KITCHEN ACCESSORY!

THE "ALL MEN ARE BASTARDS"KNIEF BLOCK.....WHILE STOCK LAST!"

kekekeke....y aint this sold in Spore....hmmmm...i can sense man cursing... :p
later meeting ml....go get present for dear shan ...countdwning to 1pm....

:>

2005-07-15T11:22:00.000-07:00

:<

2005-07-13T09:54:00.000-07:00

i cut a jappy looking hairstyle yesterdae!!its super layered...looks..weird..... :p hmmm...need 2 get some streaks...i think...$$$$$ again.. :p....shall post e pic sometime...*prepare 2 puke*

yesterdae ,et up wif yeolngling...been some time since i last met up wif her & edmund...went for dinner @ sakae...den went 2 a cafe (coconut restaurant..bar & cafe)near kovan 2 sit dwn and tok.The cafe theme was more of a beach concept...e drinks was nic though...heehee...we tok till ard 11.30pm..tok abt e past...tok abt guys...and stuff...her baby...heehee...nice 2 see her again...share her loose weight tips *which i badly need*...heehee..she still looks as pretty as ever

think later steven cm in sure...nag @ mi again..yesterdae i sent a email on his behalf...4got 2 send him a copy...he sound piss on e phone... :p.......hai.....y i so blur...signz...

went 2 e zoo on sundae...saw lotsa animals...penguins...snakes.elephant...white tiger...lion..blah blah...ohh...i like e snake though...heehee...penguins were cute..silly silly lookingheehee

2dae onli wed....damm...its bloody slow...signz...arghhhhh...more i look @ my hair...think e more ugly it is lehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.......*moody*

dunno later will be buzi mah...these few daes..been rather buzi...signz..laziiiiiiiiiii....

moi tan has fade liao...not tat dark...*sob*..1 wk more to my next pay...faster faster....got lotsa things i wan 2 get..heehee

chiwawa gathering pics @ sentosa

2005-07-05T22:58:00.000-07:00

Cute pics taken from chiwawa gathering @ sentosa!!!

:>

silly tiny!...blur face

other wawas

the most tiny wawa!!!

fairytale lurve

2005-06-27T10:00:00.000-07:00

*A sweet story to share*

Ever since the beginning.. The girl's family member
disagree her relationship wif the boy. Saying tat
becoz the boy is not good enough n unable 2 earn
enough 2 take care of her, if she insist of being
2gether wif the boy, she'll suffer 4 her whole
lifetime..

Becoz of the pressure applied by family members,
she frequently quarrel wif him. The girl does luv the
boy, she used 2 ask him: "How much do u luv
me?" Becoz the boy is not good wif words, he
used 2 make her angry. Wif additional comment
from her parents, her mood get even worse. The
boy, has become her "anger releasing target". N
the boy, just silently allowed her 2 continuously
release her anger on him..

Later, the boy graduated from University. He plan 2
further study overseas but b4 he left... He proposed
2 the girl... " I, don't kw how 2 say nice words; but I
do kw tat, I luv u. If u agree, I'm willing 2 take care
of u, the whole life. Abt ur family members, I will
work hard 2 convince them n agree on us."
"Marry me, will u?", the girl agreed.
N her parents, looking at the effort shown by the
boy, agreed wif them. Finally, b4 the boy go
oversea, they r engaged. The girl stay bk in the
hometown, step in2 the working society; whereas
the boy continuing his study oversea... They
maintained their relationship through telephone n
letters. Although time is difficult 2 get through with,
but both of them never gif up.

1 day, the girl left home 4 work as usual; on her
way 2 the bus stop, a car lose control n knock her
down. As she awake from unconsciousness, she
saw her parents n realize how seriously... she got
hurt n how fortunate of her, not 2 get killed.
Looking at her parents, wif their faced got all wet
by their tears, she tried 2 comfort them. But then,
she found out.... She can't even spell
out a word, she tried her best 2 make some voice
but all she managed, was 2 breath without any
voice. She's mute.. According 2 the doctor, the>injury affected her brain, n tat cause her 2 be mute 4 the rest of her life. Listening 2 her parents
persuade, but can't even reply wif a single word,
the girl collapsed... Throughout the days, others
than crying silently, still it is crying..

Later, the girl discharged from hospital. Returning 2
her home,everything is still like b4. Except tat the
phone ring, has turned in2 the worst nightmare of
hers. Ring after ring, continuously stimulate her,
stimulating her pain... But she can't tell the boy.
She don't wan 2 b a burden 2 him, n wrote him a
letter... Telling him tat she no longer wan 2 wait,
the relationship between them ended, n even
returned him the engagement ring. Facing the
letters n telephone from the boy, all she can do, is
2 allow tears falling from her eyes...
Her father decided 2 move, after seeing the pain
she is suffering. Hoping tat she could 4get
everything n b happier..Changing 2 a new
environment, the girl started 2 learn, slowly picking
up sign language n start over again.. Also telling
herself 2 4get the boy..
1 day, her best fren tell her tat the boy's bk. He's
searching all around 4 her, she asked her best fren
not 2 tell him about her n asked him 2 4get
her.Later... There's never news abt the boy, 4
more than a year. Her best fren tells her, tat the
boy is getting married soon, n passed the Wedding
Card 2 her. She open the card sadly, but she found
her name on the card.

The moment she wan 2 ask her best friend, the
boy appear in front ofher. With an unfamiliar sign
language, he told her.. " I spent more than a year's
time, 2 force myself 2 learn sign language, in order
2 tell u, I hv not 4get our promise, gif me a chance,
b ur voice."
" I L U V U."
Looking at the slow sign language by the boy, n
the engagement ring she gave bk 2 him..She finally
smiled

Treat every luv as last luv..n onlly then kw how 2 gif
Treat every day as last day..n only then learn how
2 appreciate
Don't gif up as god nvever gif up as lovin u

sat!

2005-06-24T11:53:00.000-07:00

hmmm...steven not in 2dae...went for his medical checkup... :p....but den still have alot things 2 do juz nw...need 2 amend PO...inv...den do ASI......who ask mi 2 act smart...tat time sae...i help.....nw i have 2 do ASI as well...kekeke...*chooi muz thank mi*...but still ok...coz i like 2 do graphic editing stuff...*fun*aniwae....i dun mind learning new things....increase ur value in e company ....

though its sat...but i have no weekend mood leh....hmmm...its raining again!!!Darmn....where is e sun!!!i wan e sun!!i wan!i wan!!....i hope next wk will b sunny sunny wk....sundae gng sentosa..hehehee...*pray dun rain*

yesterdae went 2 meet emma after wk 2 bk tickets for tioman trip....dunno have vanacy ...sianz..have 2 wait for their feedbk by tues.... :< sob.....*pray & hope hard*...my eyes soo dry nw...irriating....wonder wat e dogs r dng...*sleeping?fighting?tortured by sis???*...yesterdae went shopping wif sis....spent $$$$ like water..heehee....later muz redraw $$ for daddy...2 pay bills....$$$ fly again....*broke*...but i still have some stuff 2 buy..leh...hw...*need 2 save $$$....muz...DETERMINATION*hope can shed some weight too.....chubby....try 2 eat less...... :p hopefulli if can go tioman next weekend...i would be able 2 get a nice tan...!sunkissed skin.....so fast 11.30am ordey....1 and half hr more den can get out of here..faster faster...have things 2 do later...need 2 clear my messy desk & my cupboard of messy clothes...sometimes wan2 find a shirt,muz search high & low...wen its juz infront of mi...:p......throw away e unwanted ones...

den @ nite...maybe meeting a fren..not confirmed yet...aniwae...if not..gng 2 sleep sleep...2dae...nv slept well these few daes....dunno y...headache oso.....mayb i dying...........kekekekekeke....*WATEVER*

2dae office seems quiet....perhaps every1 sleepy like me...SIMON cming bk next wk....super duper sianz...ohhhhh...i juz receive a call fr city chain!!my white adidas watch has arrived...onli 3 pieces....i gng 2 get it!!!!:p...actualli is waste $$ since i oredy got e red one...but i love e white one leh....*love @ 1st sight* u understand......$$$ fly again....heeheeehe....and adidas vintage jacket...i cant get too....no stock....wat shit....went 2 look for my dkny perfume again...no stock again....*sob*....

feeling hungry now....but better dun eat....MUZ diet...man.....

To parrot:
wanted 2 reply u....but e tag board abit kuku...cant post....:p
aniwae u can send mails to devilish_leeser@yahoo.com ya....
*i dun mind making another fren...who wans another enemy ya...*smile*

sleepy ...so sleppy...i am miss sleepy...yawn

2005-06-20T09:30:00.000-07:00

Y am i sooo sleepy???...i slept at 12am leh...consider earli rite...hmmm.....earli in e morn waz discussin where 2 go ....for our short trip...redang....or tioman???actualli i more keen on redang...coz i heard soooo much abt e beautiful beach...kekeke...next wk?or 1st wk of july i think...yeppie....

yesterdae...meiling called mi....my god...her voice darmm sexy....:p....poor gal...she sick until her voice change so much....hope she is feeling better already!!!everyone is getting sick...pls drink more water....k....my dear frenzs....:p

juz now was browsin e newspaper..."my bf is type b"...is still screening...hmmm...but think by end of tis wk...shld stop oredy...guess i have 2 get e vcd... :p... dunno steven cming in 2dae mah!!!sat he cm in....hmmm...thought he said he gng seminar??...watever...still SMS mi...ask mi wake up alreadi check emails liao???????????GONGZ....i was woken up bloody earli...by NELSON lor.....juz 2 inform me he fax e invoice........y call mi so earli...7++ leh...as if he call mi at 9+++.....e invoice will melt becm water meh.....gongz....

hope steven dun cm in soo earli...den gimme rubbish again ..or he tell mi grandfather stories...i realli sleepy.....YAWN...

~ DEAR FAIRY GODMOTHER,
CAN U GRANT ME A WISH NOW?I DUN WAN DIAMONDS...BIG CAR CAR...or $$$...I JUZ
WAN A BIG QUEEN SIZE BED + COZY BLANKET + ULTRA SOFT PILLOW...AND SOMETHING
FOR ME TO HUG HUG.....plsssssssssss........I BE A NICE GAL 2dae...*i promise*

:<

DREAming..................................

freaky hot dae!

2005-06-19T16:16:00.000-07:00

its so H.O.T..........sweat ..better go bathe later...:p...cant stand e heat...juz came bk fr outside....its like blazing HOT...gosh...i think suntan on such a weather....sure cm bk looking like red as a SUN... :p

feeling hungry now.....hmmm...guess mummi not cooking again...find bread 2 eat later i guess....last afternoon i watched "A moment to remember" that dex bought....e ending is soooooooooooooooo sad....*sob sob*...y korean shows alwaes soo sad...*sulk*...y no happi happi ending.....hmmmmm....aniwae...those pple who have not watched ghost train.....DUN WATCH!!coz its realli darmm boring....i almost fell asleep.....

hmmm....e next showi wanna is "ALOT LIKE LOVE"....saw e trailer...seems nice!

fri went off at 4pm....kekeke...and sat i didnt have 2 wk..steven says let mi wk fr hme...since he wouldnt be ard...heehee...but i still have 2 wakey earli 2 check emails....stupid nelson called mi sooo earli.... :p

boring sunday.....sianzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.....jean waz helping us check e redang package...fr sun to thurs...i was thinking of a shorter stay..hmmm....aniwae...she was more keen to gng strawberry park wif her bf...so its onli mi & emma.....ohhhh...can go see e clear clear beach...*happi*....

headache.......

2005-06-16T16:16:00.000-07:00

darmn..........feel terrible now....*mayb i am dying soon*..after eating e ice cream cake kian wah gave mi...he gimme such a big piece....got big headache.........but e ice cream cake was nice...:p...mix wif blueberries..yum yum....den stupid edward saes i gng gain a 1kg by eating tat....assssssss....

go take pandonal later....gng watch e 9.50pm movie later....shit lar...i feel beri...i mean extremely sleepy rite now....hw 2 watch movie later...i gng fall asleep liao....hopefulli e movie-ghost train is able 2 keep mi awake man....

alice and e guys gng 2 watch this movie later...haha...they copycat...i sae i gng watch wif hot date later...they wan 2 stalk mi........muahahaha.....

headache..headache go away....pls dun cm another dae....leeser wans 2 play!arghhhhhhh.......

4+ liao....hai.....think steven not cming in liao...haha...yesh......hopefulli sat oso no need cm wk...coz he saes can wk fr hme...as he gng 2 seminar...sooo mani msds 2 scan & email juz now....*fan si le*...den e email keep b0unced bk..e system at MALE realli suxs man...den i have 2 resend & resend...again...for 1 bloody hr....shit....read up on e incoterms and cargo load..stuff juz now...read until wan 2 sleep...b.o.r.n.i.n.g....

Crude joke of e day!
*extracted fr NEWMAN Magazine.......*muahahahha

BITTER FRUIT

Some not-too smart gangsters decide to rob a bank.After several days of planning they agree on e best plan.The next day,they get to work and are able to break into e bank easily.

Once inside e main vault,they discover that one wall is full of safety deposit boxes and start to wk on them immediately.They pry open e 1st box onli 2 find a small container of vanilla pudding inside.

The head gangster says"Okay..well...at least we get to eat it"So they eat e pudding.They pry open e 2nd box and there sits another pudding.They decide to devour it too.Determined to find e gds,e process continues for e rest of e night,until all e safety deposits are opened.

They did not find ani $$ or jewellery in ani of e boxes.Disappointed,e head gangster says.."well,at least they left someting for us to eat".

The next day,while listening to the news,they hear:"yesterdae,the country's largest sperm bank was robbed by an unknown gp pf pple...."

reading last mth....MAXMIN MAGAZINE....jaymee ong is on e cover....she's s0 sexy......and pretty!

countdwning to 6pm!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-06-09T16:15:00.000-07:00

dead tired...haha...boss juz went out 2 collect cargo...pls dun cm in so earli...ask mi read up on shipping shitttt again....*B.o.r.n.i.n.g ......aniwae...fathers' dae cming....thinking of getting a cake for papa..

arent they d.e.l.i.c.i.o.u.s looking....so sweet!!haha...cant bear 2 eat...aniwae shld get tiramisu...coffee type...daddy would like....kekeke....its 4.19pm.....time pass faster......leh...later gng pet show at bishan!!wif emma ...and bb and tiny....YEAH!!thrgh i rather tired...haha...but ah b will be real happi...heehee...but i guess not much pple...especialli since its a weekday thingy....boss was saying there will be a nice show later..."LOST"??....hee...muz be stupid plot...few pple stranded on a island...and hw they survive....sianz.....dun think i will watch...haha...unless i realli bored...juz realized alot of my single frenzs are attached ...haha.....*secretive*...*happi for them*...but 4 those bfs gng ns....they so sad....sobbing to me....kekee...asking mi not to be so fussy...muahahaha....hmmmm....!!!theres a sweets thief in e company!!!some1 stole my box of sweets..........i juz bought onli!!!darmn...*SULK*....may u get choke...... :p
sat gng watch movie wif taz... ......next wk...might meet dexter watch ghost train...haha...think lotsa movies cming up!....in a blink of eye is 4.30pm.....need 2 rush hme and prepare stuff....dunno daddy fetching us mah...*YAWN*hope i wouldnt fall asleep.....
feeling hungry....drank a cup of ceral for lunch....no more milo liao...alice not ard...no1 buy...heehee...she not ard..office sooooo quiet...e pc siao siao...like gng 2 hang ani sec...so slow....arghhhhh...feel like kicking it!!$%#$%#$%#$%#$%#....get on my nerves......

miss sleepy

2005-06-06T09:30:00.000-07:00

i am miss sleepy.............i so tired.........yawn!!!arghhhhhhhhh..i hate mondaes...hate hate hate hate hate u larrrrrrrr.........i wan 2 jump onto my bed...its onli 9am.....last time...normalli can can still ta tan till 2am....now 12 midnite...i oredy carfield eyes...yawn...

here's now i spent moi weekends!!...:p

FRIDAY!!!
went 2 meet meiling...eat dinner & shopping!!think we went orchard...den we headed 2 ps...bought lotsa clothes...at double index...i bought a bag...pants...earrings..black top... *broke*

SATURDAE!!!!
after wk on sat...went meiling hse....act was suppose 2 meet her later....but i noe she feelin dwn over something...so decide 2 surprise her...told her 2 meet her ard 3 or 4 +...haha...den after wk...went 2 buy lostsa food...dunno wat she wan...den appear at her hse suddenly....kekeke....but we couldnt finish e food!too much liao......... :p....den we went orchard..went 2 topshop..buy shorts...we were complaining hw fat we look...blah blah...den we went ps...bought a adidas top...cant find e jacket i wanted.........*SULK*...hopefulli other branches have it...*shall go search*..tried e DKNY new perfume!!!smells of green apples....quite nice...but den agian....*NO STOCK*..everytime i wan 2 get something...is no stock.........*SWAY*.....walk here n there..until dinner time...i suddenly thought of bringing food 2 suntec fountain,....and eat.den we have 2 rush there.coz we dunno wat 2 eat...bought sasuage..fr carrefour...quite nice...den KFC....e person at e counter was like darmn rude....arghhhhh....*meiling piss off*....its ordey 9.50pm...and e music ends at 10pm!sucks...........think we onli manage 2 catch 2 songs...kekeke...soo mani couples ard..us...we odd one out....*extra*...lol...den she headed to elvin hse...she had 2 take cab since its too late......i was dead tired liao........went 2 bed ard 2 ++...buay ta han... :p

SUNDAY!!!
yesterdae went swimmin wif emma...den we went bishan gai gai....finalli bought a belt..i wan...actualli not exactly wat i wanted...but i like lar....i bought a white pair of butt0n earings too..........i like....so cute....but i look kinda kiddy lar...kekeeke..i wanna get it in other colors too...WE WENT 2 TRY SHORTS at fox....saw a couple of nice designs...but e white one too transparent...a red one was nice..but no size...lol....
bought tiny go walk walk....ai yo...he refuse 2 move...he will put his tiny paws...in front...and refuse 2 move...while ah b walk so fast...but den once i say..*TINY...CAN GO HME LIAO*....wau sey...he like run like train...sia.....run sooo fast............crazy rite!!!!silly dog leh.............ah gongzs.....my hse g0t 2 ah gong dogs.......comical...watched water boys on channel u....darmn farnie!!!kekeke

signz....gotton finish up e stupid ppt and draft...steven ask mi 2 do...on sat...he nv come in....hahaha...but i got do my wk....but hor...er....anyhw do lar... :p....oppps...now i need 2 readit thrgh for amendments.....signzz...........

*I MISS U..........*

tired...yawn

2005-05-26T09:44:00.000-07:00

tired..so tired....yawn...yesterdae met up wif yl & edmund...wow...yl lost soo much weight after her bb..amazing..impressed...hard wk at e gym...kick boxing...!!!mayb i shld join too....fat lass...........heehee...aniwae we headed to grapevine for drinks...its such a cozy place....wif nice music...and pool table...definitely a great place 2 hang out!!..shld bring my frenzs go there next time...we were talking abt e past..sec skool...poly stuff...hee..laughing silly....but i was rather tired....bought something for her little kid...haha....dunno can fit anot...*blur*...dunno abt kids stuff lar...... :p she got mi a nice basket full of bodyshop,loreal stuff,scented candles.....so sweet of her ya!hee....she was my best fren.....hopefulli...we wouldnt lose touch....she changed a bit...not tat wild...and stubborn xiao mei mei...guess having a kid realli..makes a difference huh.....imagine bb crying.....*wau biang...pull hair...*i cant stand.....go bonkers....kekeke...theres a wisma sale onli for 2dae....9pm to 1am.........midnite sale...shld i go??/lazi....n tired leh..............2morro meeting frenzs for dinner....looking 4ward 2 it...hopefulli no1 put me aeroplane......dun make me curse u!!! :p..............

tired

2005-05-24T10:26:00.000-07:00

so tired..reali in sleeping mode..cannot keep eyes open..steven cming bk 2dae...darmn sianz...yesterdae went suntan wif ml....but e sun ....not too blazing..didnt get a nice tan...hee...den we went for dinner...and bought dinner up 2 suntec foundation and listen 2 dj playing songs....*so nice*i used 2 do tat while in sec skool...after o levels...wif a couple of frenzs during weekends...i feel so dead 2 dae...........sob...wan go hme leh.........wan2 sleep...nv sleep well.......*SLEEPY gal*...2morro meeting edmumd & yl........i abit lazi leh.....after wk...i like dead cat...think go for a while...i will buay tahan liao...kekeke...i miss my bed....

birthdae presents fr steven!!!

brown bag......................i dun like! :p but its e though tat counts.

dangling earrings.....hahahah....he noes i like big earings...

a deck of cards.....wif doggie pics on them!!!so cute!

he ask his wife 2 choose ...heehee....e earings are quite nice though....next mth is his birthdae...maybe i shld get something for my boss too...ai he is giving mi a birthdae treat...asking mr new 2 cm along....hahah...wat shall i eat....they let mi decide....thai food?jap food?...we had south indian food tat time....so mani types of curry...yummy yummy...so sad....quite a few of my gd frenzs cant make it on fri!!!!den like so few pple.....*disappointed*......hai............NOBODY LIKES MI....sob sob......den e guys were saying fri is not a gd dae...coz most of them have guard duty...thus cannot cm....arghhhh....but den sat some of them need acc gfs leh?/den wat e shit......lar....????eat one dinner oso so ma fan.....i stay at hme share dog biscuits wif ah b lar.....realli ahhhhhhh..... :p
my tan is s0 not even...ugly!!!!having pimples!!!darmn....on my bottom cheek....sob sob....better put some medication...ugly gal.....so ugly....so ugly....hw!!!!

sick

2005-05-19T12:01:00.000-07:00

feeling sick...sore throat & flu....sniff sniff..might be becoz i walk in e rain....sianz...........

my horoscope for e day:

You may be feeling stuck, but the only person holding you back is you. Once again, you may have to dispense with old ways of thinking.
You'll work for your future with enthusiasm and efficaciousness and you'll draw satisfactions of self-pride. Things will straighten themselves out in a positive manner. Your social life will be established on solid bases.

i so bored...waiting for suppliers 2 get bk 2 mi on quotations & stock status...wait till sky can drop..they so slowwwwwwwwwwww....faster leh...i wan get things done faster man...simon aka big giant has fly off 2 MALE yesterdae...so happi...hahaha...no need see him...dunno wen's he is bk...according 2 nasreen...this is his 13th time to MALE...kekeke...sucks huh....msn with a few pple...not much pple online so earli....sianz x 100000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000.My eyes quite irritated now....beri dry....4got 2 bring my eye drop...*headache...sore throat,flu + dry eyes.........sob sob...i wan 2 go hme..man....6 more hrs left .........darmn..........feel like screaming...kicking....shouting...!wat shld i do....................juz watch e mtv..Becoz i'm a girl...ml sent 2 mi...watch it b4..1st time i watch it...felt so sad!!!mow....i watched it again....its still so sad!!!Gosh......................wat a big sarcfice e guy made...SAD huh....aniwae...such guys dun exist animore...in reality...onli selfsih...self centered...guys .........appear...its lunch time!but i no appepite...dun eat oso better...diet..........*bored*...super bored

BLUE BLUE mONdAY.............SIgNZ.....

2005-05-16T10:20:00.000-07:00

Gosh....its raining!!such a cool weather 2 sleep...2bad i struck with 4 walls....sianz...e 1st thing i step in2 e office is 2 check inbox....den i saw.."LeeSer..i am extending my leave for a week"...ai sey...steven took another wk leave...heehee...gd in e sense...no body 2 nag at mi and talk crap...bad in e sense...i have 2 report to giant next door...who alwaes snap at pple...but can say...so far...he still nice 2 mi...becoz i havent make ani mistakes at e moment...he's real fierce...steven wans mi 2 do a market research report on one of e products that they might bring in...ai ya...sianz.....ya..i am marketing student but i forgot hw 2 do liao...i mean...there's introduction...swot & competitor analysis..USP..and wat huh???sorri...sincere apologies 2 miss billie ooi...and whoever???haha...2morro muz bring marketing text for reference liao....aniwae i like dng research..hope it helps mi 2 pass time faster man.....feel like gng shoppin for clothes!!!shld i go gai gai after wk??bored............yesterdae stay at hme...nap till 3 noon....yawn...den wakey...go msn chat...weather so sunni yesterdae...shld have go sun tanning!!wasted....nw raining.....sharkssssssssss....*spolit e mood ya*....rain rain go away...cm again another dae...little girl wans 2 play*...lets see wats in moi shopping list:

~ colored lenses
~ tank tops (forever 21 & topshop has nice tanktops!)
~ summer wear..(board shorts...flip flops)
~ skirt
~ accessories
~ hair spray
~ nail polish
~ perfume
~ toys for tiny..(not i bias hor....ah b has too much!)
~ perfume

okie...tats it...not much mah....hahaha...next wk going get pay aniwae...its call pre plan...aniwae i dun spent wthout thinking...i think b4 buy...or else regert...but theres things i buy ...but i nv use... :p girls are girls....remember?

darmn....its onli 10am...i lazi 2 do e report leh....*pray giant dun cm in sooooo earli hor....PLS.....*alice was quite piss off tat dae....with him...dunno wat happned...sianz...they making sausages ..ham...in e office...e smell is.....aHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.....go away..go away...tis wk...muz realli stay fr food...last wk ate too much...ITS A BIG SIN!!!!!..Y AM I SO FAT..if hungry....den munch my oatmeal ceral lar....drink more water 2 feel full...colleagues keep asking mi 2 eat!!!!can dun do tat mah................*CRY*..

better start on e darmn report...............cm bk wen free.... :p

horoscope for e day!!!

2005-05-13T13:29:00.000-07:00

Pinch those pennies and avoid big purchases. Something you want more is coming.

Overview:
Someone you don't know all that well is trying to work up the courage to tell you a secret -- something that's very important to them. You'll see it coming too. Be merciful. Make it easy for them.

luch time soon

2005-05-13T10:54:00.000-07:00

its 10.46am...so slow....lunch time cming....i...i....suddenly feel like eating waffles...gelare cafe waffles!!!

ICE CREAM!!!!!!!!!!!

Yummyyyy.......and SINFUL...hw mani calories is tat......... :p

signz....think shall sit in office munch my oatmeal ceral again........... :p

looking for a gd self tan lotion......ani1 can recommend?????
Browsing thrg webbies.....Clinique Self Tanning lotion sounds mot bad..but is fr us webbie...dunno spore carrys it anot... :>

arghhhhhhh

2005-05-12T12:35:00.000-07:00

thinks my new haircut...looks kana weird...hahaha.....aniwae..HAIR WILL GROW.... :p
after wk...went 2 meet ml...cut hair...den eat dinner...bump in2 ruiqiang...ai sey...got gf...nv sae...hahah...*caught red handed...muahahahaha*....

nice song on moi blog...i think its so cute...perfect 10 keeps playing...earlier on..sounds abit like "alvin and e chipmucks!!!".....yeah....????.....downloading the song...*live twice by Darius*.....ai sey...darmn slow.....move faster lehhhhhhh......go pat my tiny ...he's so sweet....heehee
...DUN ENVY...DUN ENVY>....he is MINE!!!!

finalli a gd rest... :>

2005-05-12T11:26:00.000-07:00

hee..yesterdae manage 2 sleep peacefully!!since sundae..is sleepness nites...becoz tiny been barking non stop....scared tat neighbours might complain... :< aniwae tiny was quiet yesterdae....he looks so cute sleeping on e big t-shirt...super duper cute..too bad ah b dun like him...i guess they needs time 2 pei yang gan qin...hehehe...dunno will meet meiling later mah..go try levis jeans!!!coz her fren has e istetan card...20% off levis...die ahhhh...$$$$$ fly again.keep gng out...*tired8..cannot spent time wif dogs...sis took leave juz 2 toilet train tiny...hopefulli he learns fast!hee..........but he is still 2 young...2 bring out play wif other doggies....yesterdae saw fiona xie again...but ml onli manage 2 see her bk view...hahaha...she's so pretty....figure darmn gd.............*envy*..haha...alice they all ordering kfc for lunch.........hai....i better dun go near them.......*too sinful liao*...yesterdae ate tom yum soup.....yummy yummy!!!!

Main Menu

1) Kaeng Kari Gai
(Yellow Chiacken Curry)
S$7.90
2) Kaeng Khiew Wan Talay
(Green Seafood Curry) S$7.90
3) Khanom Chine Nam Ya Pla
(Nam Ya Fish Laksa)
S$8.90
4) Sen Mee Nam Phrik
(Satay Bee Hoon with Shrimp Gravy) S$8.90
Thai Noodles

5) Mee Sua Kaeng Chued Gai
(Thai Mee Sua) S$8.90
6) Sen Lek Tom Yum Talay
(Stick noodles with seafood in Tom Yum Soup) S$8.90
7) Phat Thai Talay
(Phat Thai Seafood) S$8.90
8) Sen Lek Kee Mao Gai
(Fire Noodle) S$8.90

Thai BBQ
9) BBQ Seafood S$12.90
10) BBQ Fish Fillet
S$12.90
11) BBQ Thai Beef Steak S$12.90
12) BBQ Chicken Breast
S$12.90

Thai Rice
13) Poo Phat Pung Kari
(Curried Soft Shell Crab) S$8.90
14) Khao Phat Supparod Talay
(Pineapple Rice with Seafood) S$7.90
15) Khao Kluk Kapi Kung
(Fragrant Shrimp Paste Fried Rice with Seafood) S$7.90

craving for it now....but orchard dun have nice thai food!Magic wok....closed!!!..........*so disappointed***....so we had 2 go PS..thai express makan dinner...but e food there oso yummy lar....hmmm...i juz realise my list of bloggers disappear....or i 4got 2 add in e template........ooppss...at hme den check again bah...i finalli got e tiny xiao wu gui!!!its those type hang in cars....heeheee...think it will be sold out fast again...according 2 e sales person....i got happy tortise family liao....muahahahha...gng to be 12...den 1...den 2.....*countdwn*........i wan go hme ahhhhhh.....time pass faster pls......sianz x10000000000000000000000000...simon better dun cm in so earli...better still dun cm in!!!he keep walking pass by door...like spy like tat...IDERT...he is big boss....hai...wat can i say....but is realli nothing 2 do at times mah....still muz act busi...beri pitiful lleh....somemore time pass like snail sia...........yesterdae chat wif edmond...think will meet up wif him n YL...so long nv see YL.....do hope she & her bb has been fine....i think 1 yr no see her ordey...she was my bestbuddy in sec..but since she got married...got more commitment 2 meet....family 1st...no more playing liao....*signz*....marriage is a step in coffin....so true!!guess ....i am still 2 young 2 settle dwn.....and be tie dwn...tats boring!!!and i dun realli have a bond wif kids...babies...ya...they r cute.....BUT....I STILL PREFER MY DOGS....*imagine kids screaming...crying....*.........arghhhhhh...will drive mi nuts....dunno wat i will do.....gosh.....hope 2dae time pass fast!!!!!!!!!!!!

my horoscope for 2dae.kekek

2005-05-12T10:53:00.000-07:00

Horoscope reading for 2dae:

12 / 05 / 2005

You'll probably be interested by a small flirtation.It would be prudent not to take it seriously, for the astral aspects concerning love life seem rather unfavorable. Under the prevailing difficult economic circumstances, show utmost vigilance

Now is no time to share all those secrets. You do have a tendency to put all your cards on the table, but it may leave you too vulnerable.

dun mess with a gal...............haha

2005-05-07T11:36:00.000-07:00

was browsing thrgh asiaone.....heres a interesting piece of news:

Study: Meanness in Girls Can Start at 3
Meanness in girls can start when they still are toddlers, a Brigham Young University study found.
It found that girls as young as 3 or 4 will use manipulation and peer pressure to get what they want.
They regularly exclude others and threaten to withdraw friendship when they don't get their way.The "mean girls" are highly liked by some and strongly disliked by others.
They are socially skilled and popular but can be manipulative and subversive if necessary. They are feared as well as respected.

The typical mantra is that boys are more aggressive than girls, but in the last decade we've learned that girls can be just as aggressive as boys, just in different ways..........

*THE WORLD HAS CHANGED*MUHAHAHAHAH

sleepyyyyyyyyyyy

2005-05-07T09:30:00.000-07:00

juz reach e office....sianz...SAT BLUES....drinking milo now..heehee...so sweet... :p later meeting meilng..i reserved e white adidas watch at city chain...wonder hw long i muz wait...*signz*

NICE?????????COMMENTS???....e red & orange color is running out of stock too...hai...dunno why...e things i wan 2 buy is alwaes out of stock....sharskkkkkkkk..my little tortise...e small siz ekey chain is oso out of stock....wat shitty luck am i getting....gosh.*god bless me*...i feeling so sleepy now...these few daes chatting on msn till late....long time nv do tat..wat to do....old lady oredy....22....i am 22.....not small ger animore...dun treat me like one oso...i believe i can make my own decisions...be it right or wrong....i guess everything muz based on one's intuition....go wif my feelings....yeah.....heehee...muz try 2 keep myself less stress up...sometimes i think too much..expect too much.worries...better be more postive and less tense up or else i gng thrgh another hyper ventilation attack....e feeling of someone grabbing ur throat....n nails in ur heart....hahahaha...ok ok....i am talking big...kekekke....aniwae i dun mind dying young....but 22 is too young...well...*fated*..meiling is so auntie...we were talking abt BGR....and she was nagging at me e whole time...say i play hard 2 get...fussy...high expectations....balh blah blah.....ai yo......GET ME EAR PLUGS!!!haha...but she's a great buddy 2 hang out....sure 2 have laughter...especially since she laughs at ANYTHING....you can walk beside her..and she suddenly burst out laughing...n u have no clue wat she laughing abt..??????? in ur head...tat silly woman...kekeke...i wan 2 watch movie!!!dying 2 watch....later might watch one...or next wk...either wif ml or colleages...hehehee...i have 2 go for a haircut!!i cant stand it....it look so dead....dry grasss.....i wan something more stylo...dye the whole head green ..hahaha....maybe i shld get some streaks....wat do ya think????heehee...i alwaes sae....BUT NO ACTION...lets see...later gng gai gai....i need 2 buy alot things...gng get button earings i saw..pple wearing...so cute...but dunno suits mi anot...my face so chubby...realli is bai bai pang pang....eyyyyyyy...NO!!now i am hei hei pang pang oredy...coz i look more tanned now...*HAPPY*...but still not tanned enough...SWIMMING!!!gotton learn.....so malu...22 yrs old...dunno hw 2 swim..... :P ......notice i use bk e old blogskin...coz e latest one...there was probs viewing moi post.........*troublesome*.....i craving for my black forest chocolates....HW??????????/cannot...muz control...some1 stop mi fr buying ..can....PLS REMIND ME I AM A FAT GIRL.......steven was so funni...we were talking abt butches n lesbians....and he keeop asking mi whyi not attached...n given e no of times i been into a relationships....HE THINKS I AM A LESBIAN...SIAO!!!i do have a lot lesbian frenzs...but i am straight...but i am definitly not bias or againest them...i mean..regardless u are les,gay,bisexual....it doesnt matter at all...as long u go wif ur heart....do e things u are happy....i dun care much...den steven say....: " a rapist also go rape someone becoz he is happy dng it..."...den u think its right meh....blah blah.....haha....its a diff issue mah!!stupid...why do i have a bozz like tat...hahahhaha...wau...quite a long post todae...heehee...wat to do...i am so bored....nothing 2 do yet...waiting for airport 2 email airway bill....faster...faster...dun keep mi late...can...i wanna go out PLAY.....PLAY..SHOPPING!!!!....

fruits test

2005-05-06T11:12:00.000-07:00

Which fruit will you pick if you were handed these:
1.Orange
2. Apple
3. Banana
4. Coconut
5. Pineapple
6. Papaya
7. Mango
8. Cherry
9. Black Grapes
10. Peach
11. Custard Apple
12. Pear

What is your pick???

(Pick before you scroll down ya.... Do Not CHEAT!!!)

ORANGE
If orange is your favorite fruit, it speaks of a person who has enduring
patience and will power. You like to do things slowly, but very thoroughly
an! d are completely undaunted by hard work. You tend to be shy, but are
reliable and trustworthy friend. You have an aesthetic bent of mind. You
select your partner with care and you love with all your heart, and not in
for just a fling. You avoid conflict at all costs.

APPLE
If apple is your favorite fruit, you are an extravagant, impulsive and
outspoken person, often with a bit of a temper. While you may not be the
best organizer yourself, you make a good team leader and are good at taking
things forward. You can take quick action in most situations. You enjoy
travel immensely. You ooze with charm when you are with your partner. You
have an enthusiasm for life, unmatched by most.

BANANA
You are a softie! Loving, gentle, warm and sympathetic by nature is the
banana lover. You often lack in self-confidence and are quite timid by
nature. People often take advantage of your sweet temperedness, and sheer
vulnerability to a situation. You adore your partner in every which way,
both for their mental and physical beauty! Because of the way you are, your
relationship is always very much in harmony!

COCONUT
The coconut lover is a serious, very thoughtful and contemplative person.
Though you enjoy socializing, yo! u are particular about the company you
keep. You tend to be stubborn but not necessarily foolhardy. Shrewd,
quick-witted and alert, you ensure that you are right on top of any given
scenario, especially at work. You need a partner with brains, and while
passion is important it certainly isn't everything for you.

PINEAPPLE
You are quick to decide and even quicker to act. You are brave in asking
career changes, if that is what is to your advantage. You have exceptional
organizing abilities and are undaunted by the size of the task at hand. You
tend to be self reliant, sincere and honest in your dealings with others.
Though you are not given to making friends very quickly, but once you do,
it is for life. You rarely, if ever, make ro! mantic overtures. Your
partner is often impressed with your sterling qualities but disappointed in
your ability to show affection.

PAPAYA
You are truly fearless and take much that happens in life, in your stride.
You give considerable thought to things you do. You have a sense of humor
that along with your generous nature keeps you in most people's good books.
You are a go-getter in your professional life, and have a knack for being
in the right place at the right time. You enjoy meeting new people and
seeing new sights whenever you can. Your sense of humor is what attracts
members of the opposite sex to you more than anything else. It is simply
charming!

MANGO
A mango lover is a personality to be reckoned with, quite often you are a
person who has quite fixed ideas, and influencing you is not an easy task.
You tend to be an extremist with strong likes and dislikes, and times even
like to control a situation. You enjoy getting involved in something that
presents mental challenge. Strong as you may be, you are like a kitten when
you are with your partner. You accommodate the love of your life, and make
up for all the strong will elsewhere!

CHERRY
If cherry is your favorite fruit, life isn't ! always as sweet for you. You
often face ups and downs, particularly professionally, and find that you
make small sums of $$$, instead of a lump sum. You have a fertile
imagination and are often involved in creative pursuits. You are a very
sincere and loyal partner, but find that expressing your feelings is not
very easy. Your home is your haven, and you love nothing more than being
surrounded by close family and your beloved partner.

BLACK GRAPES
You are a polite person in general, but do have quick flare-ups of temper
that cool down just as quickly. You enjoy beauty in all forms, including
beautiful people. You are very popular because of your warm, gregarious
nature. You have a zest for life, you enjoy everything you do, right from!
the way you dress, to your style and your day-to-day life. Your partner
must share your zeal and zing for life to enjoy all you have to offer!

PEACH
Like a peach, you enjoy the juice of life it all its lush ripeness! You are
the friendly sort, and are quite frank and outspoken, which adds to your
charm. You are quick to forgive and forget; and value your friendships
highly. You have an independent and ambitious streak in you, that makes you
a real go-getter. You are the ideal lover, fiery and passionate but sincere
and faithful in love. You don't however like to display all that passion in
public.

CUSTARD APPLE
You are a modest and conservative person who can be quite sensitive at
times. You tend to be thoughtful and contemplative, and therefore are
rarely rash in doing things. You are quite ambitious and are good at
anything that requires much detailing or working with numbers. You are
quick at finding fault with others. While looking for a partner, you value
a person's intellect far above their looks or good old passion. You are
quite shy and not very comfortable demonstrating affection.

PEAR
If you put your mind to something you can do it successfully, but by and
large you tend to be fickle and have trouble c! ompleting a task with the
enthusiasm you started it with. You need to know the results of your
efforts almost immediately. You enjoy mental stimulation and love to get
into a good discussion! You tend to be a restless and high-strung person,
and are easily excitable.

Funny pics

2005-05-04T13:10:00.000-07:00

Funny pics.....kekekekekeeke

every1 went for lunch liao...hehehe..left mi....better skip lunch since i ate blackforest chocolates juz now....*craving for more*....i like small kid...kekeke.....

Drink more qoo...and u will end up like this :p

arghhhh...headache

2005-05-03T10:05:00.000-07:00

anione noes where i can get this fucking piece of diceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

*mad*.....cant find it aniwae...went to PS,orchard,suntec,bugis...........*CANNOT FIND*..........arghhhhhhhhhh...searching for this shit for customer.........arghhhhhhhhhh...but cannot find...HW??????sian x 100000000000000000......munching my leftover black forest chocolates...think i addicted to it liao,haha.......feeling sleeepppppinnnnn....

listening to e song now.......
I don't wanna know
If your playin me, keep it on the low
Cause my heart can't take it anymore
And if your creepin, please don't let it show
Oh baby, I don't wanna know .........

think i am gng 2 suffer fr depression soon....hahaha....
still thinking abt tat adidas watch..shld i go get it..but white color is no longer cming in spore...its launched in jan....now no more white....limited pieces left oso.....

:>

2005-04-25T09:07:00.000-07:00

juz reach office....laze ard 1st..listening 2 e song on my blog...its a cantonese song..but dunno who is e singer/title....kekek...*as usual*..nice??any kind soul....2 tell mi e title......or meaning of e song..keke..*blur*....i like cantonese songs....though i dun realli understand...lol....keke...*pray steven dun cm in soo earli like yesterdae....*bored...den ask mi check a/cs again....i cant stand figures man!..Gosh...hopefulli he will be ard wen nadid cms 2 spore....i dun wanna entertainemnt him alone...have 2 bring him out for dinner...blah blah blah....*i be bored 2 death*...sign......i hope i will be able 2 lose 3 kg soon...cut a new hairstyle..get myself more tan.....i am a fat lasssssssssssssssssssss.............sis ask mi if i wanna go redang in july....but i was thinkin..i juz join tis company not long leh...see 1st lar...*imagine steven nagging at mi*....he is such a nagging boss...pity his wife....muahahahaha...*evil grin*2dae have 2 stay up late 2 settle GST thingy wif a/cs.....sian ahhhhhhhhh..i wanna go hme play wif MR B....*imiss his doggie bb smell*....jean keep saying ah b smells of milk bead????????????????

:>

2005-04-24T10:30:00.000-07:00

hee...revamp my blog again....dun realli like e previous one...looks boring...aniwae..since i woke up earli wif nothing 2 do...yesterdae dinner ate at cafe cartel again..i ate chicken n mushroom macaroni...yummi!but its toooooo much n ...couldnt finished...*hee*....i noe i gng 2 hell for always wasting my food.....*watever*weather seems gd todae...its sunny!!!i finalli bought my seat cushion at PS yesterdae....shall bring it to wk 2morro....e seat in office not comfy at all.... :p ..........

yesterdae bought quite alot of stuff....was window shopping after wk.....guess wat i saw.....*My little tortise*!

i alreadi have e big one!theres e middle size one...small one....key chain oso!!!i gng buy!!!!!!!i bought e small one....cute!!!!

maybe i shld buy all sizes....*Happi tortise family*............*Silly thought*....kekekekeke....saw fiona xie & chew chong meng yesterdae!!!Fiona Xie is so pretty....i lurve her golden tan.......*envy*.....i am still thinking of e little doggie i saw at sgoon gardens yesterdae!!!its such a sweet little young thing.....selling at $900.....so poor thing 2be locked up in such a tiny tiny cage.....itsssss sooooooooo sweet lookin.......bound 2 lurve at 1st sight....if u see tat dog!..hope it finds a gd home & owner......10.30am....no plans for 2dae....wonder wat i shall do 2 dae....hmmmmmmmm....sis n mi were thinking of joining yoga classes...or pilates...i was thinking of e hot yoga i saw on tv e other dae...looks interesting!IT CAN HELP 2 LOSE WEIGHT..sis suggest gng 2 e swim after wk....well.....e prob is i dunno hw 2 swim...arghhhhhh....i will learn....i think after wk oso not much pple ard....not tat pai seh....opps.....*self conscious=me*22 yrs 0ld liao....still learning 2 swim......hai........*so useless*i will learn...will learn...will learn...will learn...

yawn...

2005-04-22T12:48:00.000-07:00

12.40....20mins to off wk....hahaha..steven left e office earli....i slacking in e office...darmn sianz....yesterdae went out wif meiling...so tired...she wanted 2 buy sushi at carrefour for elvin...den we walk n walk in e carrefour for soooooo long....den wanted 2eat mudpie...went to several cafes...but all closing soon...so we had 2 go 2 cafe cartel 2 eat...e mudpie suxs.....n meiling ordered a yucky drink.....oh gosh....e drink was......YUCK.....taste like medicine water....in summary...next time...dun let meilinh choose e drink.... :p i am dozing off soon...can time pass more faster mah....ai yo....*bored*..i misss bb...is he sleeping?playing wif sis?barking?......hmmmm...he look so cute in ur family protrait.....hai.....my shoes got stolen in e studio!!!!!!!!!FUCK e bitch/assole who took my shoes.....*%^%#%$#%$&%^$....*MAD*....y would ani1 wan 2 steal shoes...wau biang....qi si ren.....*FUCK*.....but ah is so handsome and cute in e foto....kekekeke.....sibei yandao....if onli there is a doggie doghunt!!!!mayb ah b will win....muahahahahahahaha.......*in my dreams lar* :p

this wk is quite a long wk....wed was scary...wen i had e hyperventilation attac...couldnt breathe...tat feeling...was.....undescriable...luckily my sis was wif mi....at tan tock seng a&e.....i felt worse...guess its becoz i panic even more......hmmmm.....*signz*.....i am a weak child........maybe i shld go cut my hair 2morro.....need 2 do something extreme n wild leh....2 perk up my boring life....!!!!!!!any ideas????????????????

sad....

2005-04-18T22:30:00.000-07:00

kinda sad after reading my fren blog...got news fr her doc tat her blood test turn out bad.....n her liver is in bad condition....though i am not real close 2 her...but its so sad 2 hear tat....we are still young....with lotsa things not done yet.....its juz so sad.........i juz hope n pray things will turn out better for her ya....*sob*

*thinking real hard now...wat is e most wanted and desire thing u wan 2 do now?are u gng 2 sit and wait and not move a step closer 2 reach it?are u contented wif wat u have now?if u die now.......wat is ur greatest regret?

at e age of 22....dunno its young..or old....but sadly 2 say...i havent had much acheivements or done anithing proud....am i such a failure....dumb n stupid....pple always ask mi this typical question....*what do you want in life?*i dunno hw 2 ans it......i dun have goals n big dreams ....i am juz living each dae aimlessly....in fact...i dunn0 wat i wan...i am juz contented 2 have a job...my dog....soulmates...frenzs...sometimes e more u desire somethins...e more it doesnt appear...u juz fall deeper n deeper....ending up more n more despair..ultimately...DOES IT ENDS AS A FULL STOP?

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nice song :>

2005-04-16T22:50:00.000-07:00

Jamie Cullum - What a difference a day makes

What a difference a day made
Twenty-four little hours
Brought the sun and the flowers
Where there used to be rain

My yesterday was blue, dear
Today I'm part of you, dear
My lonely nights are through, dear
Since you said you were mine

What a difference a day makes
There's a rainbow before me
Skies above can't be stormy
Since that moment of bliss, that thrilling kiss

It's heaven when you find romance on your menu
What a difference a day made
And the difference is you

What a difference a day makes
There's a rainbow before me
Skies above can't be stormy
Since that moment of bliss, that thrilling kiss

It's heaven when you find romance on your menu
What a difference a day made
And the difference is you

ohhh...

2005-04-16T10:47:00.000-07:00

i luv this braclet fr citigems ...its sooooo nice!!*blink*blink*

nice right.....but its bloodly expensive....$838!!!!Gosh..........*sulk*.....but its so nice...but juz too expensive ....who wanna sponsor mi!!!!hahaha...*i dreaming*.....2dae after wk.....i wacthed e vcd tat steven lent mi..."Quil"...a movie abt a labrador puppy trained as a guide dog for e blindactualli wanted 2 watch it..wen it was screened in spore..*jap movie*...its quite nice....its actualli based on a true story....e puppies look so cute....but i guess all babies are cute ...lol....big big boss praise mi 2dae!happi.....steven wouldnt be bk till tues....juz hope e suppliers dun gimme ani probs .... :> bump in2 geraldine yestedae on wae hme!!super long no seen her since ....let mi see...before i enter poly....wk wif her at her aunt's company....she look more mature....looking for job now...chat for a while...its like raining non stop 2dae....no mood 2 go out...hmmm....dunno wat shall i do 2morro....listening 2 radio now...933...been listening 2 eng songs in e office everydae...kinda lost touch of current pop chinese songs...heehee...bb chewing e mint bone sis bought....he so happi....*silly dog*.....brandon at hse now,watching soccer.....aniwae dun think 2nite has nice shows....so he can watch all he wan......now i juz wan hear songs....looking for a comfortable seat cushion...but i cannot find a one i like....went 2 spotlight 2dae 2 find but e ones sold at spotlight is hard...not comfy enough leh and its all flowery design!!!yucks....so auntie looking....u noe..e kinda designs ur mums will fall in lurve with.....dunno where got sell...feeling abit hungry now.....drank a cup of cambell soup for dinner....*stomach protesting liao*..no milo to drink.....ai ya.....think shall munch a apple or pear later....

arghh

2005-04-13T22:44:00.000-07:00

darmn sianz...have 2 change my blogskin...e prevous one was having probs viewing my posts...Sucks..dun realli like this one...2 sweetie pie...prefer something more funky...aniwae..I AM 2 LAZI 2 search for nice skins...now in office...waiting 4 boss 2 cm bk....nothing 2 do...*pretending 2 go thrgh old files....or else if tat giant walk pass mi....see i do nothing....*yak yak yak......sucks huh......dun realli like him....doest ani1 ever taught him 2 talk n not shout...but wat can i sae....he is e big boss....every1 has 2 sux ass.....*sorii....tats not mi*.....finalli gng 2 b weekend soon..yes!!heehee...cousin is getting married soon...think sis gng 2 get her a precious moments thingy...hee...i betta go cut my hair soon...cant stand it....haha...

*looking at my precious moments cup ~theres e writtings on it*

Love
~ seasons change,friends move away
And life goes on from day to day
Flowers fade and streams go dry
And many times nv wonder why
yet we can always be assured
becoz God tells us in his world
Tat unlikely changes in e weather
Love goes on n last forever.....

well...in my view...nothing is forever...but juz treasure wat u have now..ya..*wrink*..yesterdae watch amazing race..boy...its been so long since i watched..heehe..no choice papa wanna watch his soccer...rob n amber 1st again..kinda sianz 2 see tat...felt its kinda unfair..they been getting help..coz they are famous...got 1 million liao..still not enough...wan 2 million...hai.....wat shittttz........

yummy

2005-04-12T20:34:00.000-07:00

so darmn full....shared a mac meal wif sis....n ate yau tau foo....heehee..feel like a pig... :>

so happi...ah b won e competition at exo dog show.But not much pple were there...n freezing cold...saw so mani cute doggies...heehee...ai sey...and some pple thought Mr b was a pulp...*sulk*...where got..my ah b...so handsome...such a sweetie pie...*dunno hw 2 appreciate*...shitty heads.....

Baby wore a outfit knitted by sis...with his name "baby" on it....but he look kinda stupid....clown...muahahahahahaha...*silly*

Group pic taken wif guys from doggiesite

Baby looking bored....while waiting for his turn.....

Mi with a doggie...helped a gal hold her dog for e doggie race..heehee

Guess wat e prize was?????6 big packs of dogggie milk...1 pack=$4..so e prize is roughly abt $24...abit lousy leh...hee..quite a enjoyable sunday spent....though tired...keke...*i love my dog*...manage 2 sneak in free...with guys fr doggie forumn...haha...no neeed 2 pay entrance fee.... :p hmmmm....sze birthdae is 2mooro....got a present 4 her,gng 2 mail her e gift....give her a surprise...*miss e times at greenbk*......Ouch...my feet hurts....*blister fr wearing e new shoes*.....*sob*....think shall go buy another pair of shoes....haha...wait for e next pay...ohhh....and i wan go trim my hair again....my fringe is long...wan 2 cut shorter...and maybe get e perfume i saw last time wif meiling...thinking of taking up savings plan....need 2 save $$$ leh..sooo long nv catch a movie too....wan 2 go watch soon...dunno got wat nice shows on screen...bump into pam on e wae hme....she looks more mature now...more prettier..think she juz went for suntanning...*nice tan.....hmmm....i wan a golden tan too!!!!

finaali sat

2005-04-01T08:50:00.000-08:00

hee...now is raining cats n dogs....arghhh....tao yan....lazi 2 open umbrealla leh......*hmmp~stomp feet*......so long nv update moi blog..kekeke...coz this wk..been gng out late....went double o wif colleages haz n edward...coz haz is leaving....*sob*....shall mizz her gossiping....heehee...later shld be meeting meiling....suppose 2 meet her yesterdae but she didnt feel well....feeling hungry now...papa bought yam bao 4 mi...yummi yummi......ah b is playing wif jean n emma...so cute....hope 2dae will be fun!

yes!sat finalli....................

2005-03-19T22:45:00.000-08:00

finalli sat can rest liao...stupid lar..sat oso need 2 wk..though not much things 2 do but..its so darm sianz..especially since sisters they all no wk on sat expect mi!!!super sucks...cannot stay at hme with bb...*sob*..went out wif meiling in e afternoon go shop shop...yesterdae i already bought so much things...3 tops...1 skirt and a pair of shoes...*broke*...$$ fly....arghhhh.....but there r so much things i want 2 do & get

~ dying 2 go beach n get a golden tan
~ eyeshadow/lip gloss
~ manicure
~ small bag for work
~ bag for gai gai
~ green racertop
~ another pair of shoes
~ more earings
~ ipod
~ Estee Lauder Beyond Paradise perfume

and mani mani mani things....hahaha...never ending lar...*shopping cures my depressi0n* muahahhaha...*yawn*..tired.hope sundae dun end so fast....arghhhh...dunwan mon 2 cm so fast ahhhhhh..... :<

cough cough

2005-03-15T19:05:00.000-08:00

coughing like a TB patient...dying...reach hme ard 4.30pm...juz in time..papa wanted 2 buy dinner...and he bought a big pack of fish porridge 4 mi!...Daddi is e best...ah b is so noti!!!he broke e plastic plate attached to the door...now wen u see fr outside my hse...u can see ah b..normalli u cant..coz we have a plastic plate 2 cover e bottom...so u cant see...papa wans some privacy...

jie jie gng 2 get mi another pekingese keychain...she called mi juz now..ask mi if i wan!..heehee..my mind os full of bb...wanted 2 buy milk 4 him..but...e shop dun have a size i wan.....so go hme empty handed...*waste my time*...already no energy liao...i think if now is the SARS period..pple see mi..they sure siam...coz i keep coughing...heehee..reminds mi of Brenden Lim....hee...

*i noe everything is gng 2b ok...watever happens..happens...

sick...

2005-03-14T23:40:00.000-08:00

Throat hurts like hell...Fever..Cough...flu....= Dying Mi....

In Cold dismay

Lost in a maze...looking at u..by my side..but are u gng 2 juz stand by mi...or are u gng 2 hold my hand n look 4 a way out

Too Tired

Do you feel what I feel?
I don't think you do.
Somehow you just don't get
what I want you to.

Mirror, Mirror on the wall

Why do you let

My tears fall?

Make them stop,

Take them away.

Turn them to birds.

Let them fly.

?

2005-03-13T23:21:00.000-08:00

standing in e middle of a cross road..shld i turn left or right....feels like i am juz standing in e same spot all these time....

yummy

2005-03-12T18:25:00.000-08:00

having my dinner now..daddy went 2 buy...mama lazi again..nv cook...muz becoz nobody eat her cooking...heeheehee....suppose 2 go out wif meiling...but waited 4 her till i tired....hmmm....den call her and told her we meet 2morro or other time instead...she shld spend time wif elvin mah...especialli since he is sick...n still have 2 study 4 exams...poor guy ya....darmn sianz....later gotton clean piggies cages!!!hmmp....lazi mood leh....shall clean e cages later..n bathe them 2mooro...juz niw fed chickidee her medicine...she wreek loud..gimme n ah b a shock..*little b ran out of e rm....kaypohing*...stroll to e living rm..and stare at mi...such a darling rite...heehee...he is wearing diapter again...coz he keeps dragging himself on e floor...till his dick is red n swollen...*stupid*...i having craving 4 chocolate..ice crean...mud pie!!!i wan....hmmmmmmm...hw...shld i go 7-11 to buy...hahaha...c moi mood later...growing fat!!!chat wif yl juz now...ohhh....her bf is so sweet...he bake a cake for her..n hide a ring inside..apparently he bought a couple ring...so sweet of him rite!!!heart melt....*envy*...oh ya....i cut my hair!!!its more layered with a darker tint of chocolate brown...kinda messy...needs clay or gel..2 style...or else.. its wouldnt l00k nice...heehee...*fat & short =me*....

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now is 6.20pm..heehee...myt craving 4 chocolate is so strong...tat i went out 2 buy!!

My deserts 4 2nite...munching my M&ms...now...ice cream shall leave it 4 e nite...heheeee...*sinful*...calories....gosh....*guilty*

My thoughts.....MUAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH :>

tired...

2005-03-02T19:15:00.000-08:00

juz reach hme...not long...mumi nv cook...went out 2 buy dinner...bought kampong chicken rice....eating now...but not beri nice..*stomach darmn full*....heehee..luckily no queue...or else...i think i shall settle for maggie noodles again....*lazi mah*...keke...juz put pig liver in e rice cooker..waiting 4 it 2b cooked...tats my ah b dinner for tonite....stinko....his favorite food ..heehee....he will bark at u...if u pretend 2 eat it...papa not wking 2nite...fr now on...every wed...is his offday instead of sunday liao....reading e chinese newspaper....wat?lee nanxing & yang li bing is gng 2 get a divorce???ai sey...they look like golden couple leh....apparently theres a 3rd party.....guy was having an affair....tats like e most unforgiven thing.... a guy tat lies & cheats..u shld never take him bk.....watever thing u do...there is e consequences...arent there no gd guys ard animore....heehee..recall my msn nick yesterdae.."E more guys i meet....e more i like my dog".........so true ya...papa watching tennis on star sports now luckily no nice shows 2 watch...no need fight wif him...heeheehee....opps...better take ah b dinner out liao...or else too cooked...not nice....ah b show mi black face!!!

hmmp!!!

2005-02-28T22:15:00.000-08:00

Y no Desperate Housewives....i wanna watch!!Last week i nv watch liao....waiting patienty for 10pm 2 come...turn 2 channel 5..showing e news..blah blah blah...Finalli news over...Yippie......den wat

Its e Oscars Awards!!

sulk face....sulk face....sulk face..sulk face...sulk face...sulk face....

Cows so ke ai..see liao....more happi...kekekeke

yawn..

2005-02-28T19:05:00.000-08:00

woke up fr afternoon nap....*dinner time*....went 2 dinner table happily....2 discover mummi cook unedible food again...*fried stuff*.....*signz...*sulk*......den went out 2 intending 2 buy fish porridge..or chicken marconi....wen reach coffee shop....pple mountain pple sea.....wrong timing 2 go coffee shop larrrr....coz its dinner time....sianz...lazi 2 queue n wait.....so guess wat i had 4 dinner??

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NISSIN CUP NOODLES...

heehee....with mi first in queue...no1 2 fight wif mi...muhahahahaha

played catching wif ah b juz now!!he play cheat...lousy..he cannot catch mi....den he bark at mi!Lousy.....*Thumbs dwn*....Sore Loser.....he play until tired...hide under chair & rest....drooling saliva all over e floor

star light star bright......may my wish cm true tonite..

2005-02-27T22:30:00.000-08:00

Twinkle Twinkle Little Stars

Each star in the sky is an enormous glowing ball of gas.A star is born when an enormous cloud of hydrogen gas collapses until it is hot enough to burn nuclear fuel.In e galaxy..there r billion of stars.Some stars even though..they dun exist anymore..they still can be seen in e sky at nite.

A star is born in a cloud called a nebula(gas,dust,rock particles).When they collide ,they form a solar system.

The closest star to us is the sun! Other than that, the closest star is Proxima Centauri, aka Alpha Centauri C.

Why do stars Twinkle?
Stars twinkle when we see them from the Earth's surface because we are viewing them through thick layers of turbulent (moving) air in the Earth atmosphere.

Color of e stars?
Stars cm in diff colors..e color of e star indicates its suface temperature.Most stars are in the above of the Saggitarius Star Cloud are orange / red as ur sun would appear.Blue/Greenish stars are generally hotter & younger.Red stars are termed as Red Giants..they r bloated stars once smilar 2 e sun.

Sizes of Stars?
Size of star is affected by e internal heat or its age.it will expand so much tat e 4 inner planets,Mercury,Venus,Earth & Mars will be swallowed up by it.

Types of stars?

<Dwarf stars
This is e stars nearest 2 e sun

Neutron stars & Black Holes
A neutron star is a beri small star but is juz as heavy as e sun.When a giant star collapses & die..it causes a large explosion called Supernova.When it completely disppears...it would becm a black hole,appearing 2 suck in objects or approaching close 2 it.

Average size stars
They glow as white or bright yellow.

Blue-white stars
They r hotter & shine brighter..use up hydrogen faster than other stars.

stars are juz so beautiful..............................
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i wan domokun!!

2005-02-24T23:56:00.000-08:00

i wan domokun!iwan domokun!i wan domokun!iwan domokun!i wan domokun!iwan domokun!i wan domokun!iwan domokun!i wan domokun!iwan domokun!i wan domokun!iwan domokun!i wan domokun!iwan domokun!i wan domokun!iwan domokun!i wan domokun!iwan domokun!i wan domokun!iwan domokun!i wan domokun!iwan domokun!i wan domokun!iwan domokun!i wan domokun!iwan domokun!i wan domokun!iwan domokun!i wan domokun!iwan domokun!i wan domokun!iwan domokun!i wan domokun!iwan domokun!i wan domokun!iwan domokun!

its so ke ai!!!!

i wan e ugly monster!!!!

sob sob!!think its onli sold in japan....boring spore...

stupid blog

2005-02-23T22:30:00.000-08:00

$^#%$#$@...wau lau....my tag board juz disappear...check e html codes....dunno wats wrong...so i juz change e blogskin...cant be bothered 2 find a nice 1...anihw pick...*LAZI*....Yeongling sms mi juz now....surpprise...so long no news fr her....happi 2 hear fr her again...my best friend...busi with baby...arrange 2 meet up sometime...*miss her lots*...my shopping kaki....cum best friend....BB is resting his little head on my feet....Awwwwww..my sweetie pie...he needs some hugs....n pats...heehee...Watching American idols now....*bored*...hey ah b is mad..he is barking at mi suddenly???SIAO SIAO SIAO SIAO SIAO........jie jie juz called...she has been waitinf 2 cab for 1 hr + liao.....hahahah...call hme 2 complain.............muahahahhahaha....see e newspapers...a korean actress commit sucide....e gal who acted in e lovers concento....hw sad....she is onli 25 ...so young..apparently..she suffers fr depression....poor gal

phone chain tat looks like baby!!

2005-02-21T00:50:00.000-08:00

Doesnt it look like ah b!!!!so cute!!!!

:>

2005-02-20T11:20:00.000-08:00

finish yummy yummy breakfast juz now...papa bought carrot cake n Yam pau

...yum yum...dad,sis,brandon had juz went out 2 go temple...bai shen...i didnt wan 2go..hehee..rather stay hme....here's a sad story 2 share..

Click to read :
My Sad Valentine

kinda sad ya....emma shared it wif mi...its kinda mean of e mother-in-law 2 do tat!..disrespect...e owner muz have felt heartbroken after all she has done for her pet...hw could e mother-in-law sent e doggie 2 e spca without her consent...its her dog afterall...do hope e dog will R.I.P.....*god bless*

BB has learn a new trick sis taught...tat is ..to Flip...heehee...mayb other dogs would learn beri fast...but ah b....hahah...took quite some time...he is juz so cute...next sis gng teach e ah gong 2 shake hands!!impossible rite......ah b....erm...hw mani yrs 2 learn???....

Amazing race is bk???so fast...season 7 ..!!heehee...weather is so sunny & hot these few daes...great for a tan...or trip 2 e beach...watching fear factor now on AXN....its models challenge!...they gotton drag a crocodile out!...eeeeks...would u do tat for a million bucks??2 models has backed out...see e viedo i juz added...hee...its a song by Damien Rice...a movie soundtrack of a new movie by Closer starring julie roberts

song quite nice ya...heehee...go play wif ah b....*smile*

awaiting for charlie & e chocolate factory

2005-02-15T20:18:00.000-08:00

Looking forward 2 watching this movie...starring Johnny Depp...*drool*

Charlie & e chocolate factory

looks nice!i wanna watch....dunno wen it would be screened in singapore...love e storybook too!

juz finished dinner...."Lao Yu Sheng" juz now...coz its e Ren Ri 2dae....actualli normalli we dun hve e habit of dng it....sis suggested it...so as well go wif it....i dun realli like e raw salmon taste though..but i love sushi though...*yummy*ah b go out le....sis bring him go gai gai..liao..he keep bugging her...wif his big round eyes...*silly dog*....

yawn

2005-02-12T08:30:00.000-08:00

hmm..now is 8.25am liao...woke up at 7am...cant get bk 2 sleep...found e video "karma"..by alica keys...there was actualli another version by jessica andrews..which was sang few years bk....karma:Actions that has consequences.....or fate as explained in e video........"powerful word yeah....

What goes around, comes around.
What goes up, must come down.

i definitely agree...everything u do..will get bk 2 u...

tired dae!!

2005-02-09T23:50:00.000-08:00

oohhh...i am watching amazing race now....awwwwwwwwwwwww...Aaron juz propose 2 Hayden...they r such a sweet couple...sad they lost...now my bets are on Kris & Jon...*keep my fingers cross....man..*They r so happy go lucky...couple..keke...i guess thrgh e race...u will realli get 2 noe each other a lot...its either u bond closer or worse...jonanthan was such a jerk...Adam seems rather childish at times...hmm....todae was quite a tiring dae for mi...woke up at 8++....den went out at late morn 2 cousin hse...den headed 2 another uncle hse...ohhh....en en bought her doggie along...and its called en en oso...hahaha...strange huh...actualli naming e dog same name as her????if e father called..."En en...cm mum mum"....e daughter or e dog will cm??????heehee...Zhi hui....bought his lucky oso...e 2 dogs were e stars 2dae!!!soo playful....my poor B....alone in hse with Brandon...coz sis ask him 2 babysit ah b for e dae...since he was free..hehee..ah b has gotton better...liao...now he eats alot..drink alot...da chi da he...

Aniwae...after taz hse...we headed 2 uncle Edward hse...Si bei sianz..as usual...ya....muz see auntie amy....darmn sianz...den...hahah...she wasnt there!...haha...onli xiao ye cousin family was there...YEAH...no need see tat 38...sisters n mi was glad....we went hme at ard 6pm....*tired was written on my forehead*....*yawn*...reach hme liao...cook for ah b!!!Boy..miss him lots...poor bb....Muacks...after tat...its counting $$ time!!!........da jie got a ang bao...which was EMPTY..way is tat....comparing wif mi...e ang bao had $12 in it...she darmn pek chek...hahah...dunno which uncle blur blur 4get 2 put....

we had vegetarian food at taz hse..yummy yummy..they cook "sharkfin"..."bird nest"...which was super yummy...i ate alot!!...delicious...its more fun 2 go mummy side than papa side...its like worlds apart......*signz*...i am quite tired...but i have some stuff not done yet...gng spend e night dng liao...arghhh...i shld have go cut my hair...last week...its like darmn messy...hope 2mooro shall be a gd dae 4 mi!!

Happy New yr!!!!

2005-02-07T14:25:00.000-08:00

Happi New Year.......!!

haha,though i not realli in e mood...no feelings...coz i dun like gng uncle's hse...4 new yr...except on my mother side...yawn... i am soo tired...especialli since i slept late last nitez...YAWN.......tired...later gng take nap nap le...mummi started preparing 4 dinner...as usual its e same food...emma gng bathe e piggies liao...*stink*.....sure gng ask mi help her....ah b not been sleeping well since e operation...my poor boi...didnt sleep well..guess muz be too painful to fall asleep...he would cm 2 our rm late at night...and mad a sad sad sound!!!!AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW..i HATE IT WEN HE MAKES TAT SOUND!!!coz he sounds so sad & miserable....sob sob....hope & pray little b get well soon...say a little prayer 4 u....

heehee...happi new yr 2 dear frenzs....gets lotsa Ang Baos..this yr..everything go well....earn big bucks...fa da cai...luck in everything okie.....

my poor bb

2005-02-05T19:08:00.000-08:00

bb is bk hme after e operation..he is laying on e floor...lifeless....poor boi....cant even walk properly...unstable...muz be awful painful!!!....sob...all jie's fault....insisting ah b go for e operation..coz after e surgery 2 becm tai jian gou...ah b will be more guai & tame...ohhh...found this song ......Be my valentine..its such a nice song...voted top 10 love songslyrics r quite sweet..enjoy...juz finished dinner papa bought...fried rice wif fried chicken....yum yum...but i find e fried rice too salty.....drank alot water...2nite axn gng 2 screen my best friend wedding again!...hahah...i watched it soooo mani times le...if nothing 2 do later...n i rem..shall watch it bah.........

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If there were no words
No way to speak
I would still hear you

If there were no tears
No way to feel inside
I'd still feel for you

And even if the sun refuse to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart
Until the end of time
You're all i need
My love, my valentine

All of my life
I have been waiting for
All you give to me
You've opened my eyes
And showed me how to love unselfishly

I've dreamed of this a thousand times before
In my dreams i couldnt love you more
I will give you my heart
Until the end of time
You're all i need
My love, my valentine

La da da
Da da da da

And even if the sun refuse to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart
Until the end of time
Cuz all i need
Is you, my valentine

You're all i need
My love, my valentine

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feeding bb dinner

2005-02-03T20:46:00.000-08:00

feedin ah b dinner..bought beef for him juz now...he is gng operation on sat...so on fri onwards 10pm ..cant feed him anything..and he is gng 2 stay there for 1/2 dae..these pekingeses are soo cute!

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BOO!!!!!

Ke ai bah.......... :> jie saes theres a chiwawa for adoption..but e person havent mms her yet e pic of e gou gou...shld be rather cute i suppose...i mean whoever seen a ugly chiwawa b4..rite...2morrro i shall go cut moi hair..or else no time le...i wanna get new shoes too....was borwsing thgh Friendster..found a long lost friend...fr primary skool!!...haha....surprise...he look so diff now.....btw ah b now has 28 frenz liao..there is actualli a webbie dogster which works e same wae as friendster..keke...but i nv help ah b register for itr lar..aniwae.pple send bb msgs...every1 saes my ah b is beri cute.....hahah...ah bur den....of coz lar.....*dun envy*....yesterdae nite i couldnt get 2 sleep...Thanks 2 e coffee i drank at 9++...........but usualli i drink..its doesnt have ani effect de!!!...tao yan...den i turn & toss in bed....arghhhh....si mian is e worst thing 2 happen even though mentalli u are tired....den i got up & did something crazy again...shall not exposed here ...hahah...*secret*...yesterdae nite watched e show on channel 8...theme was on valentine's day...

Did u noe....
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Daisy ~ loyal love and innocence
Forget-me-not ~ true love and good memories
Sunflower ~ pride, sunshine
Tulip ~perfect lover and luck
Chrysanthemum ~you are a wonderful friend...(hahaha..ai sey..u try giving this 2 ur gf...u gng get a slap on u face...

and of coz...e Rose
Roses ~ The flower of love
Red - love, passion
Pink - happiness
White - purity, innocence
Yellow - friendship

1 -You are the only one
3 -I love you
11 -I am the missing stem to make the perfect dozen...
12 -With all my heart...
13-You are my secret love...
22- Togetherness..., Unity...
36 - My heart belongs to you...
99 -Greatest love you will ever know...
101- Speechless love...
108 -Please marry me...
999 -Endless love....

whoever thought of these numbers rite....*gongz*...i rem wen moi fren receive a bouquet of 999 roses....instead of being touched....she sae..."wau lau...if onli it was make up of $$ notes"......haha..tats e last thing her bf would wan 2 hear bah..

life is like a bus....

2005-02-01T01:50:00.000-08:00

Life is like travelling on a bus
Some people might be with you from the starting point
While others boarded during the intersections...
Some of them will alight down halfway of the journey
While others will be with you all along the way til the final station
However, will that someone
Who might be with you from the starting point
Yet, when this person boarded during one of the stops
Your life changed completely because of this someone
Till the finishing point where the others are gone
This someone is still by your side
Playing an important role in your life
You realize how lucky you are with this someone around
That is, affinity has bonded you two together
No matter what happens
Affinity would still bring the 2 of you together

not much pple online 2nite...bored...listening 2 e radio now..hmm..chinese new dae is approaching soon...mummy has been buying new yr goodies...as usual its e stuff she likes 2 eat...*which we dun*...keke..havent decided wat 2 wear yet...havent had moi haircut yet...went thrgh some jap webbies ...they have realli nice haircuts...funky....but i guess it will nv turn out like tat!haha...my face so chubby....*sulk*...bb gng operation soon!!!...

still feeling piss ...

2005-01-29T01:10:00.000-08:00

stupid pc...and u noe wat....it ia playing chinese new yr song on e radio....see my face now....*black*....signzzzz......go pat my ah b le...

piss off...

2005-01-28T23:50:00.000-08:00

bloody hell....fucking pc....arghhhhhh..getting on my nerves...*shout*scream*pull hair*.....feel like slaming it...burning it!!wat e fuck is wrong wif it 2nite...keep having connection probs...msn....webbies...and its fuckkkkingggggg slow...dun piss mi of now...k...or u getting heell fr mi...ani victims for mi 2 scold????*pity moi frenzs at msn...*ya..i noe i am impatient....lady....but tats my character....tats mi..mi...mi..mi....ok..there r some pics 2 illustrate hw i feels now....

i gng get some ice cream...............hmmp....hope e pc..dun gimme ani probs liao....pls....*i have been a good girl*.... :<

what are dreams.........

2005-01-26T02:20:00.000-08:00

** Dreams **

Some people say that a dream

is just something that one wakes up from.

I disagree.

A dream is something that we all hold

close to our hearts.

Something that is ours,

No-one can take it from us.

One day we wake to find that the dream

has turned to hope.

A hope that someday our dream

will become reality.

Soon the hope becomes a wish.

And we all know that wishes come true.

So dont be afraid to dream,

Take your wish to the brightest star

in the sky.

it might come true

you will never noe.....

my ah b more yandao

2005-01-26T01:50:00.000-08:00

for ah gong..who thinks my ah b is a bull dog!!!..my ah b is a pekingese...and he is far more cuter than a bulldog..look carefulli!!!u indertssss.........*gongz*.....

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2005-01-26T01:10:00.000-08:00

stop playing new yr songs!stop playing new yr songs!stop playing new yr songs!stop playing new yr songs!stop playing new yr songs!stop playing new yr songs!stop playing new yr songs!stop playing new yr songs!stop playing new yr songs!stop playing new yr songs!stop playing new yr songs!stop playing new yr songs!stop playing new yr songs!top playing new yr songs!stop playing new yr songs!stop playing new yr songs!

cao si ren lorrrrrrr...bai tor bai tor....radio 2 stop playing....*torture my ears*juz cant stand them...get on moi nerves....ya..i noe new yr coming...*sucks*....onli like e part on collecting ang baos...kekeke....dunno hw is every1 getting on ever since graduation fr poly....kinda buzi wking??..seems like frenz ard mi are all having some relationships probs...surprising new romance oso...*pray things will get better for them ..cant expect things 2 always go e wae u want ya....look on e bright side my dear frenzs....ooohhh....my face..is peeling fr sunburn...*ouch*.....sun kiss skin....quite some time since i last when beach aniwae....went there last sundae...2 enjoy e sun...& e sea breeze....relazing...shall go again...wen free....*smile*...pple always saes there are alot of things they wanna do...or havent do...blah blah blah....me??i havent seriously thought abt tat....hmmmm....ai sey...got ah gong guy msg mi in friendster....kuku larrrrr....
msg mi in malay....shiitttyyyyyy headdddddd lar...i look like malay meh....or he eat 2 full...nothing 2do....si bian tai...

pls find something more meaningful 2 do....u....asss......hoeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

bored....

2005-01-22T21:45:00.000-08:00

Playing with ah b now...juz bought for him a new toy...sort of like a rope...(design with 3 sausage wif faces..for him 2 bite bite...he is targeting mama now...coz mama munching a big red apple...now...ah b open eyes big big...trying 2 act innocent AGAIN....tis morn bring him go shit...he shit soo much and is dunno he constipation or wat....squat n squat...but nothing cms out...

The toy...
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Ah B playing wif it...

yeah...sis got e bleach vcd fr andy again!!kekeke...can watch again...i have watched vcd fr 1 -10 liao...she got bk 11 and 12 i tink...i wanna watch...some of e character is so farnie...keke...hope i not addicted...at least something 2 keep mi entertained again...i still havent go cut hair...hmmm....next week perhaps...yesterdae watch pretty woman...though its quite a old movie....but still enjoyed watching it...some of e songs are pretty nice...though as usual i dunno e title...*watever*..oohh...later have simple life 2 agian!..the bimbos are bk.....but e things they do are pretty hillarous....ever since starting wking....have been staying hme most of e times....*homely gal liao*....except gng out shopping of coz....hmmm....i ate e twisted cries fr mac...the other dae...but i still miss A&W...cruly fries...they taste tonnes better....ooohhh...and e waffle!!yummy yummy....guess they all close dwn liao...*signz*.....now having headache...muz go dig out jie jie medicine out 2 eat liao....Arghhhhhh....*tou da*...hmm...e tickets 2 phuket are actualli selling at S$9++....siao meh...who e hell would wan 2 go now!!...bu yao ming meh....but its really tragic...2 have such a sad thing happen near yr end...so mani pple died....dunno hw mani pple are actualli influenced by e tragic diaster...but it realli teaches u 2 treasure e ones u luv b4 they are gone rite...such a pity...especialli 2 see sooo mani kids..children dead...kinda sad...thinking of adopting a kid...after i watch e show on channel some time bk...its was a espiode on cooking...nick shen actualli adopted a few kids and its cost him juz $45 bucks a mth...most pple would have spent $45 bucks on a shirt...or a fancy meal..rite....but it could actualli support a whole family....it would be rather meaningful...though i am not some1 who is gaga over children...not tat i dun like them though...netural bah..i guess...but every1 would love their kids no matter wat..

Pics....

2005-01-18T13:40:00.000-08:00

Nice mah...heeheeheee..drawn by unknown artist....not yet famous one...

**Suppose 2 be a PINK dolphin for those who dun recognise..muahahah**

Nice song....

2005-01-18T07:10:00.000-08:00

Strumbled upon this song while watching MTV last weekend..."Nothing Hurts like love" sang by Daniel Bedingfield...he has another song "If you're not the one"..quite nice oso....*enjoy*..baby is eating dinner now...his wound is not getting ani better....hope he will get better soon...New Yr is coming......**I HATE**....especialli all e noisy new yr songs....gets on moi nerves...den see e relatives...si bei sianz...every yr ask the same questions**MEN SI REN**..

Broken hearts, broken dreams
They're just some things that love brings
When you learn that its all been a lie
You cry
You find that

Nothing
Nothing
Nothing hurts like love
Nothing brings your heart so much pain
And you'll never learn till you get burned
Till you're burned by the flame

Nothing hurts so bad
Nothing hurts so much
No nothing, hurts, like love

So you gave all you had
How this story turned so sad
Nothing left but the tears in your eyes
You die inside, cause

Nothing
Nothing
Nothing hurts like love
Nothing brings your heart so much pain
And you'll never learn till yo u get burned
Till you're burned by the flame

Nothing hurts so bad
Nothing hurts so much
No nothing, hurts, like love

So dry your eyes
It's just your turn to learn
Your time to find that
Nothing
Nothing

Nothing hurts like love
Nothing brings your heart so much pain
And you'll never learn till yo u get burned
Till you're burned by the flame

Nothing hurts so bad
Nothing hurts so much
No nothing, hurts
Like love

**Bored 2 death le*

2005-01-15T13:33:00.000-08:00

i beri sianz...

saw paper * markers...haha...suddenly i have a drawing mood!!....

Penguin land...*Black & white n colored *

erm...they dun like like penguins hor....hahaha....ooi..i am art sudent in sec skool k...dun look no up me k....

i having some tiny pimples on my left cheeks....sob...arghh...i hate them!!girls nightmare....tao yan!!!Out of angry & frustration....i draw a "angry pimple"

my version of sassy girl.....hahah...erm...abit ugly lar...ai ya...hahaha...looks more like a siao za bor....opps...

sleepy liao...need 2 gt beauty sleep...since i slept soo late yesterdae..YAWN...

...ah b is grumpy....

2005-01-13T23:12:00.000-08:00

Mr b is feeling grumpy...wonder when is he gng 2 get well...Here's hw ah b has been looking e past few daes....

do hope he will get well soon...stubborn ah b...refuses 2 wat..unless we hand feed him....jie saes ah b is getting fatter...shld on a diet soon!...but i think a bit cruel..he is juz a innocent young dog...wan 2 starve him...like si bei ke lian!...hmmm...but he realli is getting fatter liao...carry him..is i panting...not he panting lor..sat is sufen church wedding...kinda fast...she muz be feeling real excited now..have 2 find out e wae 2 get there oso...nv been 2 a chursch wedding oso....romantic...leh...came across this love story...fr a webbie..a story tat will touch e heart..

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There was once a guy who suffered from cancer... a cancer that can't be treated. He was 18 years old and he could die anytime. All his life, he was stuck in his house being taken cared by his mother. He never went outside but he was sick of staying home and wanted to go out for once.
So he asked his mother and she gave him permission. He walked down his block and found a lot of stores. He passed a CD store and looked through the front door for a second as he walked. He stopped and went back to look into the store. He saw a young girl about his age and he knew it was love at first sight. He opened the door and walked in, not looking at anything else but her. He walked closer and closer until he was finally at the front desk where she sat.

She looked up and asked "Can I help you?" She smiled and he thought it was the most beautiful smile he has ever seen before and wanted to kiss her right there.

He said "Uh... Yeah... Mum... I would like to buy a CD." He picked one out and gave her money for it.

"Would you like me to wrap it for you?" she asked, smiling her cute smile again.

He nodded and she went to the back.

She came back with the wrapped CD and gave it to him. He took it and walked out of the store. He went home and from then on, he went to that store everyday and bought a CD, and she wrapped it for him. He took the CD home and put it in his closet. He was still too shy to ask her out and he really wanted to but he couldn't. His mother found out about this and told him to just ask her.

So the next day, he took all his courage and went to the store. He bought a CD like he did everyday and once again she went to the back of the store and came back with it wrapped. He took it and when she wasn't looking, he left his phone number on the desk and ran out...

!!!ERRING!!!

The mother picked up the phone and said, "Hello?"

It was the girl!!! She asked for the boy and the mother started to cry and said, "You don't know? He passed away yesterday...

" The line was quiet except for the cries of the boy's mother. Later in the day. The mother went into the boy's room because she wanted to remember him. She thought she would start by looking at his clothes. So she opened the closet. She was face to face with piles and piles and piles of unopened Cd's. She was surprised to find all those Cd's and she picked one up and sat down on the bed and she started to open one.

Inside, there was a CD and as she took it out of the wrapper, out fell a piece of paper. The mother picked it up and started to read it.

It said: Hi... I think U R really cute. Do u wanna go out with me? Love, Jocelyn

The mother opened another CD...

Again there was a piece of paper. It said: Hi... I think U R really cute. Do u wanna go out with me? Love, Jocelyn

Love is... when you've had a huge fight but then decide to put aside your egos, hold hands and say, "I Love You"

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...i hope ah b feels better...

2005-01-12T01:50:00.000-08:00

bb's w0und still is not getting any better..........SOB....poor bb...pray he gets better...he has to keep waering the thingy on e nect...so poor thing...

so poor things rite??...ke lian my darling...he's so grump...n sianz loking tis wk...den he keeps knocking on2 things...wan 2 hug oso cannot....SIANZ...AH....now browsing thrgh webbies....need 2cut moi hair b4 new yr..there's some nice hairstyles...

of coz...some needs perm...to get e curls....those punkish hairdos are nice too...but a bit not appropriate for wk...??....hmmm....consider consider...

there's a nice song...**All my Life..by Kci & jojo*

I will never find another lover sweeter than you,
Sweeter than you
And I will never find another lover more precious than you
More precious than you
Girl you are close to me you're like my mother,
Close to me you're like my father,
Close to me you're like my sister,
Close to me you're like my brother
You are the only one my everything and for you this song I sing

And all my life I've prayed for someone like you
And I thank God that I, that I finally found you
All my life I've prayed for someone like you
And I hope that you feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do love me too

I said you're all that I'm thinking of.....baby

Said, I promise to never fall in love with a stranger,

You're all I'm thinking of, I praise the Lord above,
For sending me your love, I cherish every hug,
I really love you

And all my life, baby, baby, I've prayed for someone like you,
And I thank God that I, that I finally found you, baby
All my life I've prayed for someone like you
And I hope that you feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do, love me

You're all that I ever known, when you smile, on my face, all I see is a glow.
You turned my life around, you picked me up when I was down,
You're all that I ever known, when you smile on your face all I see is a glow,
You picked me up when I was down
You're all that I ever known, when you smile on your face all I see is a glow,
You picked me up when I was down and I hope that you feel the same way too,
Yes I pray that you do love me too

All my life, I've prayed for someone like you,
And I thank God that I, that I finally found you
All my life I've prayed for someone like you
Yes, I pray that you do love me too
All my life I've prayed for someone like you
And I thank God that I, that I finally found you
All my life I've prayed for someone like you
Yes, I pray that you do love me too

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2005-01-10T23:30:00.000-08:00

*The treasure i treasure....does not treasure himself...*

There are times when I'm down and out
I forget what life is all about
There are times when I sit and cry
When really there is no good reason why
There are times when my sky is black
I wish I can change time and go back
There are times when I want to run away from life
Because I feel nothing but pain and strife
There are times I want to just be alone
Its like I'm lost in my own little zone

At e Beginning

2005-01-03T00:52:00.000-08:00

We were strangers, starting out on a journey
Never dreaming, what we'd have to go through
Now here we are, I'm suddenly standing
At the beginning with you

No one told me I was going to find you
Unexpected, what you did to my heart
When I lost hope, you were there to remind me
This is the start

And life is a road that I wanna keep going
Love is a river, I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road, now and forever, wonderful journey
I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

We were strangers, on a crazy adventure
Never dreaming, how our dreams would come true
Now here we stand, unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you

Knew there was somebody, somewhere
A new love in the dark
Now I know my dream will live on
I've been waiting so long
Nothing's gonna tear us apart

In the end I want to be standing
At the beginning with you...

Baby..........

2005-01-02T22:50:00.000-08:00

Ohh...juz taken some pics of baby...he is juz sooooooooo cute!

Baby in spoopy shirt..this shirt was bought at a pet exhibition recently held at suntec city...saw soo mani doggies there

Baby in Mr Groom outfit.....so yandao!!!

Isnt baby cute....he is juz so sweet in any oufit...coz he is simply SWEET!!

juz watched ocean 11...but papa wanted 2 watch soccer...so end up switching ard channels....and i miss e ending!!sucks....aniwae...spore won 3-1.....*surprising* huh....aniwae...i dun give a darmn....papa still watching soccer now....NEW VS BIR.....with eyes closed though....???....switched channels..he will NAG.....*SIGNZ*

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Day by day
Night by night
Touch by touch
Step by step
I fall in love
A love so incomprehensible
So vivid
So unique
So wild, that not even the reign of God could control
A passion so deep
A need so necessary
A want so strong
The universe would not handle
Missing u .....
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My invisble visit0r

2004-12-27T11:11:00.000-08:00

I had a visitor today, uninvited though he came.
I spoke with him for hours, yet I didn't catch his name.
He offered me solutions to the questions in my mind;
Then asked if I were ready for the answers I would find.
Intrigued and apprehensive, I pondered what he said.
Could it be this stranger could see inside my head?
And what of all the mysteries that have so long been concealed?
Would I want to know the answers if, to me, they were revealed?
My curiosity was kindled as I listened to him speak.
I said love and life and faith are the answers that I seek.
He sat down at my table while I poured a cup of tea.
As he began to wax rhapsodic, he shared his verse with me.

LOVE is more than what one feels for a husband or a wife,
More than the devotion to the ones who gave you life.
You love your friends and family, a love they had to earn.
For everything you offer them is offered in return.
Love is not a Christmas gift, exchanged that winter morn
Like the gold, frankincense and myrrh on the night our Lord was born.
Love is the sacrificial light, and forgiveness fuels its fire.
It never makes a profit, no return does it require.
A hand always extended to whoever reaches out
Belongs to those who understand what true love is all about.

LIFE is not a sacred gift nor is it a vicious curse.
Sometimes it can be better; sometimes it can be worse.
It's a responsibility to all you represent.
That God was right in making you is in the proof that you present.
If you have more than you need and you feel that you've been blessed,
Can you look back on casualties in the wake of your success?
The lives that you have touched reflect the legacy you choose.
Will your touch be gentle or will it leave a bruise?
And when you are remembered, what will your story say?
A man who found salvation, or a man who lost his way?

FAITH is one who walks a path through perilous terrain;
And should he ever wander, he may not find his way again.
But with every step he takes, the light begins to dim.
Until there's only darkness to pave the way for him.
He doesn't fall down on his knees and cry out to the Lord.
He doesn't cease his marching to fumble for his sword.
Fear does not abide in him and doubt does not belong.
On this path he never wavers; his faith has made him strong.
It isn't light that guides his way; he doesn't know what he will find.
He cannot see what lies ahead, for the man of Faith is blind.

I sat back in my chair, amazed at what I'd heard.
He spoke with such authority, and there was truth in every word.
I had so many questions; I knew not where to start.
Perhaps his words could fill the space life had left within my heart.
I asked him about happiness, could it be that hard to find?
I asked him about marriage, why it's so often left behind.
Then my query turned to death, that final cold embrace.
Would that be the end of me when I looked upon its face?
He took another sip of tea, and then began to speak.
I listened to his every word for the answers that I seek.

HAPPINESS is something that few will ever find.
The one who must pursue it will soon be left behind.
And those who try to buy it should heed this good advice.
The thing you wish to purchase can't be bought at any price.
It's bigger than your pocket book; no market sells its stocks.
It can't be held in someone's hand or contained within a box.
It is shared among your brethren, they who give to those in need.
What they impart is happiness, and their kindness sows the seed.
So if you seek to find it, remember what you've learned.
The road that leads to happiness is a path that must be earned.

MARRIAGE is the sacred bond that binds two souls as one,
A shining covenant of love, burning brighter than the sun.
Its power lives forever; even death can't stay its might.
No darkness overcomes it, for it was forged within the light.
You'll never run, nor walk away, from a storm's inclement weather.
No obstacle will bar your path that you can't overcome together.
But don't rush into it hastily, with lust to fuel your fire.
That bond will only last as long as your sexual desire.
So if you choose to enter it, those of you who chart its course,
Know the God you're swearing to does not recognize divorce.

DEATH is like a butterfly, released from the cocoon
To ride the wind unfettered, far above the sun and moon.
Where shackles once did bind her, now freedom does abide.
She spreads her wings of gossamer on the currents that she rides.
They take her on a journey upon the cosmic winds
Where she is reunited with old family and friends.
And there she will continue 'til she hears her name once more.
To return unto her shackles as so many times before.
The butterfly folds her wings as the cycle starts anew.
Forgotten are the cosmic winds, and the currents where she flew.

I offered him a meal, and hoped he'd stay awhile.
He thanked me for my kindness, and accepted with a smile.
He ate 'til he was satisfied, then on my sofa, he reclined.
I threw a log into the fire, and we shared a glass of wine.
I asked him about Hope when we face adversity.
I asked of Good and Evil, and what they meant to me.
Then I thought about Salvation; was there time to find its grace?
Would the scars of my transgressions keep me ever from that place?
He looked into my eyes, starring deep into the man.
Then took another drink of wine, as like a prophet, he began.

HOPE is like a sailing ship, dependent on the wind
To carry her to safety like an old familiar friend.
When the sea begins to rage, and the sky threatens to fall.
Resolute, she will forge on, though death should come to call.
But she will not give up; her resolve will never bend.
If the sea should try to claim her, she will fight until the end.
She has been here many times, faced death's relentless wrath.
But still she carries on; she never waivers on her path.
She cannot ask for mercy, too great would be the cost.
Should Hope ever admit defeat, her purpose would be lost.

You know of GOOD AND EVIL, the darkness and the light.
But have you understanding, to know the wrong from right?
Good intentions pave the road that will lead to one's demise.
You must understand your choices lest ye choose a path unwise.
If you give to someone needy a portion of your wealth,
Will your gift result in good, improving life and health?
Or will he be empowered to take the road once more
that led to his destruction, as he's often done before?
For good is sometimes evil, the reverse is also true.
Be wary of those shades of gray that lie in wait for you.

SALVATION is a promise, a contract signed in blood.
Greater that the covenant given Noah ere the flood.
'Tis a pledge to all who seek it; a light that points the way.
A call to every sinner that they not be swept away.
But many will not listen nor gaze into the light.
For they judge themselves unworthy to come into his sight.
Yet that is why He came here, to make us clean again.
To take upon His shoulders the wages of our sin.
He did not come to judge you, however far you roam.
But to offer you salvation and show you the way home.

The hour was getting late and fatigue was setting in,
Yet I still had more questions, knowing not where to begin.
He could sense my curiosity, and so agreed to stay.
He eased back on the sofa, to hear what I had to say.
My question turned to Hell, would I avoid its call?
I inquired after Heaven, could I enter there at all?
And then I asked of Judgment, how can anyone survive?
If no one leads a righteous life will any be left alive?
He smiled at my questions, as if pleased with my choice.
And with hopeful anticipation, I hearkened to his voice.

HELL is not a torment reserved for those who try,
To lead a life of charity and love e'er they die.
For God does not desire it for any of his flock,
That darkness be the road that even one of us need walk.
But those who will not listen are destined for this curse.
Believing they are the centers of the universe.
They'll be cast into the shadows, far from God's loving light.
To share with others of their kind, separation from His sight.
Hell is not a punishment for those who listen to His voice.
It is the destination of those who refuse to make that choice.

HEAVEN is your inheritance a reward for those prepared,
to use the gifts God gave to you, for such gifts should be shared.
It's light will guide you to the gate and your life will be revealed.
No mystery will then remain, no moment left concealed.
Prepare yourself for what you'll find when you look back on your life.
Be not surprised if there were times your deeds caused someone strife.
Also know there will be lives which were enriched by you.
How your life affected all, will be laid bare in this review.
If you’ve received God and accepted His salvation,
Be assured that Heaven will be your destination.

JUDGMENT comes to everyone according to their deeds.
God cultivates the good crops and throws away the weeds.
Yet if they can be rescued, if salvation still exists,
God shall reach into the darkness and pull them out of the abyss.
But the sins of your life must be completely washed away.
Those who cannot let them go will never find their way.
They will simply wander separated from the rest.
Until that day of judgment when the weeds He will divest.
Do not judge yourself too harshly, your sins do not begrudge.
Lest God leave your final judgment in your own hands to judge.

The remainder of the night had quickly drifted by,
The early morning stars now twinkled in the sky.
The fire was still burning, like my curiosity,
I asked if he would answer other questions for me.
He smiled when he nodded, as if up to the task,
I sat down beside him while I thought of what to ask.
Speak to me of forgiveness and the blessings thereof,
Tell me about hate and the meaning of true love.
He thought for a moment then shared with me his word,
I listened in amazement at the wisdom that I heard.

FORGIVENESS is forgetful, not dwelling on the past.
Once it has forgiven, forever it will last.
It gently tends the wound until that wound is healed,
It won’t be brought up later as a weapon you can wield.
If it should only last until you are angry once more,
And that wound is reopened as it had been before,
Then forgiveness was not given, only implied,
Used to gain advantage, while your pardon is denied.
The gift of forgiveness never incurs a debt.
If you choose to give it, you choose also to forget.

HATE is symbiotic, it cannot stand alone.
When love or friendship are betrayed, you will hear it groan.
It is fueled by anger, resentment stokes the flame,
A fire as cold as ice, seeking a victim to claim.
It destroys all it touches, leaves you empty inside,
It chews you up, spits you out and brushes you aside.
It cares nothing for your feelings, or the tears you cry.
It spreads like a cancer, while inside, you slowly die.
Emptiness will claim those consigned this lonely fate.
Sad will be the future for those consumed by hate.

TRUE LOVE is, by it’s nature, unconditional.
It is neither exhaustible nor transitional.
It won’t mistreat you like the storm does the feather,
It won’t come and go like the seasons or the weather.
Once it’s touched your heart, it will live there evermore.
Both a blessing and a curse that leaves you wanting more.
It won’t happen in a day, true love needs time to grow.
Should it ever fill your cup, that cup will overflow.
It doesn’t disappear when troubled times come to call.
If it dies in your heart, it was never there at all.

And when he finished speaking, he stood and wished me well.
He hugged me like a brother, then turned and bid farewell.
He looked back only once, a smile upon his face.
Then he simply vanished; he was gone without a trace.
Amazed and bewildered, I just stood there and stared.
Then I took up pen and paper and recorded what he shared.
I found understanding in everything I'd heard.
A deeper sense of meaning in each and every word.
This tale serves to guide me through everything I do.
I pray that, in the reading, it does the same for you.

End.

..Merry Christmas...!!!!

2004-12-21T23:53:00.000-08:00

We wish you a Merry Christmas!We Wish you a Merry Christmas!We Wish you a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!

Christmas is coming.....

To my dear frenzs who are like angels in my heart...

When you need some one to talk to,
you know they will be there,
To cheer you up and make you laugh,
and show how much they care,
They are just like angels here on earth,
That shine just as bright

Hee.....what's ur christmas wish this yr??...hmm...i jus want every1 to be happy...and BB..to be more guai...and smart...took some pics of bb recentlly..but he dun like 2 take fotos...keep walking abt 2 avoid e camera!!si bei attitude.....tats my dog...i show u..i show u....

Bb is sooooooo cute wif e reindeer n santa claus hat!!!so cute...ai ya...he is soo cute...so watever he wears...he is cute....muahahahaha...DUN ENVY...Bb is mine...my love....kekeke..love bb lots lots lots....

i hope papa mama live long long...

frenzs ard mi will be happy...less problems...less worries..

singles will find their true loved soon...

Married couples..will be ever loving...

homeless animals will find gd homes soon...less animals in spca put to sleep...less animal abuse cases....to hell wif all e bian tais..( perverts who tag my frenzs...)..desperate human beings...animal abusers...u dun deserve to live....bloody iderts...

jobless pple find jobs soon...

less bad pple in this world...

less pple like F4 and 5566 ard.....Yucks....

I will be a more happy gal...more postive....

Though..normalli i dun celebrate christmas...juz stay at hme...but i do like e mood though...very joyful...heehee...time realli pass so fast...huh...recall wat have i been dng this yr....nothing much meaningful....wasting my time away...like i always do...Happy?Sad??...I dunno...some gd n some bad....cant expect things 2 always goes e way u want....ya...at least i did learn something out of them....n i not gng make e same mistakes again.....muz learn 2 be more wiser....ultimately....u juz have 2 depend on urself....in e end...

yawn......

2004-12-18T10:54:00.000-08:00

..now is 10.35am ...sis bathing susuage pig..bb juz bathe ..erm..ard 1 hr ago...after i bring him go gai gai..brought him this spoopy shirt...so cute!!!..yesterdae went pets exhibition at suntec convention hall...supposely 2 bring bb go join contest....in end... :( it turn out yesterdae was guinea pigs contest....not dog!!arghhhh...disappointed...so mani pets there...dogs,cats...guinea piggies...fishes n birds....erm....bb even peepee twice there....OPPS.....but we already bring e peepee head go out pee b4 we bring him out le mah....he is stomache full of shit.lar.........ah gonggggg....
oohhhh...yeserdae met meiling...to meet up n tok....she looks nice wif e curls..so long nv see her already...den we stayed at bishan watched e dancing hip hop compeition....wau.....they all so steadi....but got one gp of ah liansss.......yucks....i tink instead of hip hop...it kinda look like para para......gosh...hehehehe...jie got e web cam fr her fren liao....but duno shld use it mah..i mean kinda strange got pple watching ur every moves!!!wau piang...later i forgot...den wen i use msn....my frenzs see my silly actions...hmmm....cannot cannot...mei you xing xiang le.....hahahahaha...den i tried out e web cam...yesterdae wanted take papa pic wif bb...but he refuse...hahaha...but i smart...juz now he take wif sis....i cut n paste n combine his pic n bb...

see................cute bah.....my botak hunksssssss!!!!!!!!!

but see like tat ...cannot compare..mus c real...papa alwaes say he handsome..dun look like bb....wat u all think???Heng ah...papa dunno hw 2 use comp...muahahahahahahaha...hahaha.....cartoon...kekee....juz finish dng my last piece of christmas card....haha...i think e more i do,..e more i slack...so e 1st piece of christmas card is e nicest!!Guess....who is e lucky person???.DUN TELL U.....i made ard 12 cards.....lazi 2 make liao....if still have frenzs i missed out..think muz go buy le....xiao jie...lazi 2 make le...yawnn..yawn......later gngout 2 town...coz sis wanna buy christmas presents...hmm....reminds mi of e last christmas....spend wif e green book...guys!!!so fast...1 yr gone...but its been great fun noeing them...still rem have 2 exchange gifts...n decorate e office....n dumb dumb pple steal our lollip popss fr our ginger bread hse.....iderts....may u get choke...hmmp...now muz wait for all e piggies 2 bathe..jie jie get readi..den can go out....i wan go hme earlier!!i wan 2 sleep!!!so sleepy le...........den can cm hme take afternoon nap...but den u noe...gals...shop...we dun keep track of e time...haha....so....so...abit hard.... $$$$$ fly oso.....already bought jeans yesterdae...but a bit loose...need go change size....heehee...mi n meiling bought e same design..hmmm...muz save up...le.....papa nagging nagging nagging...alwaes saes e same thing over n over again.......signzzzz....think muz go trim my hair.....soon...like messy messy liao....

hahahahahahahahahahhaha

2004-12-10T19:20:00.000-08:00

All or nothing

I know when he's been on your mind
That distant look is in your eyes
I thought with time you'd realise it's over, over
It's not the way i choose to live
And something somewhere has got to give
As sharing this relationship gets older, older

You know I'd fight for you
But how can i fight someone who isn't even there?
I've had the rest of you now i want the best of you
I don't care if that's not fair

Cause i want it all or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it all or are we just friends
Is this how it ends with a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all

There are times it seems to me
I'm sharing you with memories
I feel it in my heart but i don't show it, show it
And then there's times you look at me
As though i'm all that you can see
Those times i don't believe its right i know it, know it

Don't make me promises
Baby u never did know how to keep them well
I've had the rest of you now i want the best of you
It's time to show and tell

Cause i want it all or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it all or are we just friends
Is this how it ends with a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing.....

Cause you and I
Could lose it all if you've got no more room
No room inside for me in your life

Cause i want it all or nothing at all
There's no where left to fall it's now or never

Is it all or nothing at all
There's no where left to fall
When u reach the bottom
It's now or never
Is it all or are we just friends
Is this how it ends with a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all..
Or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it all or are we just friends
Is this how it ends with a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all

nice songs??hee...dunno wat songs 2 put lar......i waiting for bb 2 come hme!!!he is suppose 2 be bk by 6.30pm!!where is my bb?where?where?where?where?where?..izzit she find bb 2 cute...dunwan return my bb???i miss u!!!give u a big big hug wen u come bk.....botak bb....haha....muz take a foto of u n papa......*e wonder twins*...muahahahhaa.....comical leh....faster leh..faster....cm hme....

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now is 7.20pm...bb has came hme...muahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahaha....muahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahbb loooks....looks....looks...like lizard!!he look like lizard!!!hahahahahahahahahah

BB is a pig in a dog's body....

2004-12-08T20:05:00.000-08:00

now is 7.45pm...juz finished dinner papa bought..he's not wking 2dae coz car broke dwn...hhhmmmmm....hope he wouldnt be nagging e whole nite...bb playing wif his one eyed pink monster...n chwing his chew chew...silly dog...sometimes he makes this sound..like Pig...den he sleeps whole dae....yet in e nite..still c him yawn...like pig..realli like a pig...yesterdae chat wif beng...chat 2 a certain topic...until he seems a bit woke up ...sia si wo...............i din meant it mah..juz telling him hw i feel in e past...and i meant in e PAST muz take bb go out pooo liao...ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh..beri lazi ahhhh....but he keep staring at mi...i noe he hinting mi bring him go out....he crying now..tat siao dog...muz be outside have dog..siao..siao...siao..siaosooooooooo bored...

There's a panda joke

A Panda walks into a...
A panda walked into a bar and went up to the barman and said: "I want a steak and kidney pie and a Coke please." The barman took his order and the Panda went to sit down at a table. Soon, a waiter took over the meal, the Panda gobbled it up, thanked, tipped the waiter and paid his bill.

All seemed normal until the Panda pulled out a gun from the depths of his fur, pulled the trigger and BANG! shot the waiter dead.

The barman rushed over and said: "Argh!! You just shot my friend!!!" The Panda calmly replied: "Do you know what I am?" "Of Course I do," the barman answered, "you're a Panda!" "Good," the Panda replied, "now go home and look me up in the dictionary." And with that, the Panda walked out of the bar.

The barman was a little unsure, but he was very eager to be enlightened on the subject of his friend's murder, so he went home to find his dictionary and after a while he found 'panda' and quickly read the definition...

PANDA: 1. A black and white bear native to China.Eats shoots and leaves

.....sick....

2004-12-04T19:21:00.000-08:00

Feeling a bit sick.......sore throat...headache...muz be becoz drink not enough water + not enough sleep.......aarggggghhhhhh.....beri hungry now...but nothing 2 eat...except......potato chips...but i cannot eat....later go buy bread 2 eat bah...now i watching.....nice mtvs....*enjoy*..heehee..i change e blogskin n song again tis morn...coz i nothing 2 do..beri bored...at hme....bb havent eat dinner yet... his food is in rice cooker...now is 7.15pm already...ke lian...argggggggghhhhhh..2dae bb eating fish..sianz...no more meat le...which means later i have 2 pick up e bones one by one...arghhhhhhhhh....eeee..den my hands will be full of fishy smell...eeeeeeeeeeee.....Bo bian...hmm...e song on my blog nice mah?...i like leh....heehee.....my entry so colorful ahhhh.....muahahahahahhahhalater go find those animated ones..nicer...n cuter...den can use in msn oso...e ah beng...copycat..he cat...oso go d/l....but ultimately e ones i find are cuter...beng this s for u

he yesterdae a bit siao siao...keep scolding mi...crazzzyyyyy...qi fu wo _..XIAO PI!!!!!!!!muahahahahahahaha
ke ai leh....heehee...bb staring at me..like i owe him $$$$..like tat...ai sey....not my fault wat....i not feeling well...still cook 4 u..leh....stupid dog...think 5 more minutes,meat shld be ready...guai guai k.....

somebody..........is thinking of u.....n your smile

2004-11-29T19:50:00.000-08:00

Somebody - Depeche Mode

I want somebody to share
Share the rest of my life
Share my innermost thoughts
Know my intimate details
Someone who'll stand by my side
And give me support
And in return
She'll get my support
She will listen to me
When I want to speak
About the world we live in
And life in general
Though my views may be wrong
They may even be perverted
She will hear me out
And won't easily be converted
To my way of thinking
In fact she'll often disagree
But at the end of it all
She will understand me

I want somebody who cares
For me passionately
With every thought and with every breath
Someone who'll help me see things
In a different light
All the things I detest
I will almost like
I don't want to be tied
To anyone's stings
I'm carefully trying to steer clear
Of those things
But when I'm asleep
I want somebody
Who will put their arms around me
And kiss me tenderly
And things like this
Make me sick
In a case like this
I'll get away with it

ooohhhhhhh....a beri nice song!!!i often listen in pri skool........guess not much pple will actualli have heard tis song b4...heehee...but i realli like it....2dae papa sae bb afternoon ran out of e hse AGAIN.*SIGNZ*.......and poor papa had 2 chase him fr our hse 2 e cakehse.......gosh......BAD DOG...papa saes he spank bb and scold him!....though its bb fault....BUT....kana beaten.......*heartache*.....hope he learn 2 be more guai!!!......i watching *happy fish*...now ....xiao yun...kana beaten by e baddie....she still stubborn insist her own wae,...*such a irriating character,cant believe ......in real life..there will be actualli such a person exists.....wau piang....QIAN BIAN DE....jie saes thinking of buying oven...so can bake things.....hhahahaha....erm....issit time for me 2 learn cooking??????????????hahahahaha.*burn e whole kitchen dwn*....erm....no matter wat....a gal still have 2 pick up cooking sooner or later lar.........but den....e husband oso can cook 4 e wife mah.....AGREE???.....kekekeke...or bo bian....live on bread..instant noodles....erm....microwave food lor....*wau lau...i sae like tat....no1 dare 2 marry me le...hor*....i will learn lar........arggggghhhhhhhhhhhh.....

**Lost in my dream..n theres no1 2 wake me up*

2004-11-26T23:35:00.000-08:00

em..i changed my blogskin again....and changed e song coz i si bei sianzzz...browse thrg blogsinks..but none i like..so i created this myself..nice mah...yeah!Fridae liao..*happi*i listening 2 radio now....storytime again...its now 11.25pm...*eveydae we will meet our ups n dwns..but all will end..so next time wen u feel sad..look ard...theres always some 1 care 4 u...look up wif hope*..hmmm....tats e moral of e story..coz its abt a gal who commit sucide...cant handle stress....i still waiting for my song...........*still dun have*.....cant be tat SWAY again.*SULK FACE..SULK FACE*SULK FACE*SULK FACE*.*frowns*lalalalalalalalalalalalalala..meiling's birthdae cming ssonnnnn!!!TAt Siao Za Bo......muz go search for present liao...duno wat she likes..she kiddy kiddy..likes mashimaro....erm....i tink if i buy a ghost story book for u..she sure freak out..muaahahahahahahahaha...erm...on sec thoughts...better not..later she *faints*again.......I AM DEAD....elvin chase mi wif chooper liao....*Mango delight.Strawberry Shortcake.Rasberry Shortcake.Tiramisu.American orginal cheesecake.Chocolate cheesecake..which 1 would u eat?????

moodless dae......

2004-11-25T23:10:00.000-08:00

2dae is a moodless dae..i MEAN MOODLESS...simply no mood 2 do anything..duno y..troubles...thinking 2 much??...dunno y like tat...saw a korean MTv.."Love u cant get is the most beautiful"...nice MTV though....*surprise ending...*y arent there no fairytales.....i wan happi happi endings....*SCREAM...SHOUT.AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHi need a smile...a hug...jokes......now..now now..now...now....*sign*

Happi.........

2004-11-23T01:32:00.000-08:00

ohhhhh....i watchin "My Best Friend's Wedding"...simply love e show...duno why...heehee...e songs fr e soundtrack albumn are sooo nice

Mary Chapin Carpenter -- I'll Never Fall In Love Again

What do you get when you fall in love?
A guy with a pin to burst your bubble
That's what you get for all your trouble.
I'll never fall in love again.
I'll never fall in love again.

What do you get when you kiss a guy?
You get enough germs to catch pneumonia.
After you do, he'll never phone you.
I'll never fall in love again.
I'll never fall in love again.

Don't tell me what is all about,
'Cause I've been there and I'm glad I'm out,
Out of those chains, those chains that bind you
That is why I'm here to remind you

What do you get when you fall in love?
You get enough tears to fill an ocean
That's what you get for your devotion.
I'll never fall in love again.
I'll never fall in love again.

What do you get when you fall in love?
You only get lies and pain and sorrow.
So, for at least until tomorrow,
I'll never fall in love again!
I'll never fall in love again!

chatting...wif beng...fiona..jackie..rac..on msn now...fiona cming bk soon..she's so playful....crazy at times...heehee...soooo sad..BB'e eye lid is a bit swollen...duno y!!!************Heartache*************My poor BB....sob sob...Y?Y?Y?y?Y?Y?y?....

so much movies i wanna watch!

2004-11-22T15:41:00.000-08:00

i wan watch....Shutter...SAW....tis mth like mostly horror shows screening....heehee...tis will reminds mi of meiling..coz if watch with her..she sure like cat..stratch here..stratch there....HAHAHHA...duno y farnie screens 2 her will appear 2 b scary oso lar....*gongz*...juz now wen browsing throgh webbies...got a forumn ...promoting tis korean movie..which was oso produced by director of sassy gal/windstruck : .."The Classic"..can view e trailer ...click...i shall go look for e vcd wen free bah....

i miss e shooting stars!!.....i wanna c leh..*disappointed*Guess some things....u dun grab it...u will miss e chance......but i did remember wen i was sec 3 or 4...there was 1 metor rain.....alot couples went sentosa 2 c..some of moi frenzs did....jie saes gng bring bb go grooming soon....so i tink he gng look like BB!!...*cartoon*..yesterdae chat wif beng online ....hahaha..i wk nv online chat.....le....*miserable nites*we make a bet 2 guess songs fr e radio...n singers....betting on cheesecakes...heehee...some songs i noe....but i super sucks at remembering titles...though...sometimes listening 2 a certain..u will recall certain event...person...be it bad or gd memories....oh ya!i super gan dong......weisze send mi a christamas gift.....its was a bangle...we saw last time wen we went out...*she actualli remember!*....so surprise 2 receive her mail...!!!..SOB SOB!..din expect pple 2 remember wat i say....she's such a sweet fren...frenzs always cm n go....muz treasure e ones they r really true 2 u.....2dae BB is a bad boi!!!!!!!!!!!!..**mus complain***he realli make mi so angry...i wanted 2 go out..open e door...he sneak behide mi..n ran out!!!**wau biang.....ran n ran...chase him 2 e bustop....so mad yet worried....coz if he dash out 2 e roads.....so dangerous liao....i rather i be e one tat is knocked dwn than my dog.....e worst thing in life is 2 c ur loved one goes....

.......Quotes...

2004-11-10T23:42:00.000-08:00

**If fate is doing its job, even two parallel lines will eventually meet...**

**too often we underestimate the power of a touch, a smile, a kind word, a listening ear, an honest compliment, or the smallest act of caring, all of which have the potential to turn a life around**

**Neva Leave the one you love for the one you like cuz the one you like might leeave you for the one they love**

**Tell that special one how you feel
cuz you never know they might just love you too**

**ThrOuGh all the drama. yOu still gOtta [ s m i l e ] - becuz life will qet better.
it might bE stOrmy . but it cant rain f o r e v e r**

**When at the most unsuspecting moment in time, the best things seems to happen**

**Sometimes all the little things that annoyed you the most are the things you miss the most when they r gone**

**A smile can unlock a heart quicker than a key can open a locked door.**

**Got 2 belive in magic,tell me how 2 ppl finds each other? when dis world is full of strangers**

**When a girl loves a guy ... the sweetest thing in the world ... is to hear him admit how much he treasures her**

**The minute u feel like giving up..juz remember e reason y u held on for so long**

~*~Dont ever give up, if u still wanna try...don't wipe ur eyes, if u still wanna cry... don't stop askin questions, if u still wanna know...**

finalli get 2 watch windstruck

2004-11-04T09:10:00.000-08:00

YES...*happy*...got e windstruck vcd SUCCESSFULLY.....ooohhh.its so sad!!sob sob....realli a nice movie 2 catch...

Windstruck is fr e producer of "My sassy girl"..heehee..another great show not to be miss...realli realli farnie show..its totally diff..windstruck is so sad & touchingsassy gal is farnie....
Nice soundtracks fr e movie:

ReunionTheme
Knockinon heaven door
Changing clothes scene
Legend of joining pinkies

heehee..OH ya...i finalli went 2 collect my cert after o long....kekeek...lazi mah...den while i was waiting for my turn..overheard some students talking...*complaining*...abt lecturers n tutors..n i heard a Familar name quoted out...tats ...tats>..."BRENDA LIM*hahahahha........TEP....*memories.....quite miss e tep daes....kana fun..n met a lot frens fr other courses oso...like meiling..candice..are nice gals i met there...cant believe i actualli spend 3 yrs there..kinda pass so fast...my NYP daes ..+Macdonalds=North canteen=LTDs=Tutorials=E Plaza=library=Fish Pond=Shopping arcade=MSC Connects=BSSC=IBRC=Sars=Taking Temp**erm.....tats e part i hate!!frenzs shld noe y!!!=Exams=icas=sicking presentations=projects=cute guys..*not too mani*..perverted lecturers..like shortie dexter*...scanning admin cards=computer labs=meiling=joleen=diana=weisze=weishan=ah beng=fiona=shaowei=eric=kev=ruiqiang=kalz=az=leen=chee keong=maggie=yiyin=gazali..sob sob.........*miss e daes...*..sufen,lynneth.ann hwee..nurmna..bought for me tis precious moments gift....so sweet of them!!so cute.....
papa sleeping now..ai sey..i can hear his snoring fr e living rm!so loud....bb is oso sleeping...heehee...his paw is soo small...

so cute..baby..he like teddy bear like tat..yesterdae bring him go walk walk..on e wae hme..saw a ah ma...den she said in hokkien..ur gou beri fat...hahaha...fat meh????he has slim dwn liao...juz tat fur thick mah...he is a beri gd dog..hw mani gd boys..em dogs can u meet in a lifetime??

stary stary night..(.)

2004-10-30T13:58:00.000-07:00

hee...dwnload quite a few songs 2nite...1 of them is .."Stary Stary Nights' By Josh Groban
OOhhhhhhhhhh....so nice:

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Josh Groban
» Vincent (Starry, Starry Night)

Starry, starry night
Paint your palette blue and grey
Look out on a summer's day
With eyes that know the darkness in my soul
Shadows on the hills
Sketch the trees and daffodils
Catch the breeze and the winter chills
In colours on the snowy linen land

Now I understand
What you tried to say to me
And how you suffered for your sanity
And how you tried to set them free
They would not listen
They did not know how
Perhaps they'll listen now

Starry, starry night
Flaming flowers that brightly blaze
Swirling clouds and violet haze
Reflect in Vincent's eyes of china blue
Colours changing hue
Morning fields of amber grain
Weathered faces lined in pain
Are soothed beneath the artists' loving hand

Now I understand
What you tried to say to me
And how you suffered for your sanity
And how you tried to set them free
They would not listen
They did not know how
Perhaps they'll listen now

For they could not love you
But still your love was true
And when no hope was left inside
On that starry, starry night
You took your life as lovers often do
But I could have told you Vincent
This world was never meant for one as beautiful as you

Like the strangers that you've met
The ragged men in ragged clothes
The silver thorn of bloody rose
Lie crushed and broken on the virgin snow

Now I think I know
What you tried to say to me
And how you suffered for your sanity
And how you tried to set them free
They would not listen
They're not listening still
Perhaps they never will...

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depres....sob sob

2004-10-25T00:45:00.000-07:00

Whats the point to try so hard when it all ends anyways,
living a life with so many emotions unknown,sad?,mad?,happy?
What do i feel
Why is everyday a living hell
I don't want to feel like this,
It scares me.
Not wanting to go on one more day
just wanting life to end at this every moment

bored

2004-10-24T22:37:00.000-07:00

so bored at hme!...it rained n rained!!!!!shitttt......my feet has blisters after wearin e blue sandals..PAIN..i sawLEANDREA !She looked axactly like wat u c on tv...saw her in e toilet...every1 was like staring at her....poor thing rite....go toilet oso no privacy..changed e song on e blog,its"To be with You" by Mr Big...such a sweet song!...i havin big headache now.....tink muz take PANADOL later liao...sometimes in life...there r so much decisions 2 be made..consequences...regrets...lost in direction...things dun go e way u wan..pple come n go...put on a false front...act as if they care."complicated huh??????......hw i wish i can open a resort...beach resort by e beach!!!haha...dream job??...can go beach e whole dae...ooohhh....sea breeze...sky..sand.......nah......guess it can nv be fullfilled..."FACE REALITY....something i hate... i feel i always do things without thinking...regrets....so impulsive...at times...so mani bad pts....

eeeeeeee.........so cute!!my fren send mi an email ..."super duper cute!especialli these 2 pics!

Mouse?Rat??looks like smiling like tat...heehee

so sweet!!

pAPa watchin soccer..means i cant watvh tv again...sianz........bored 2 death liao...feel like i juz wasting my time each time???Wat exactly do i want??????......."i'm so Lost.....Nobody will understand..i afraid 2 take 1 more step...being so stubborn always........

cant get 2 sleep......

2004-10-23T01:49:00.000-07:00

its 1.35pm....juz finished bathing...juz now so tired...now so refreshed..returned hme fr Siva wedding...its so darmn boring sia...perhaps they shld put a coconut tree...den dance ard ..head in and head out...always c in indian shows...blah blah....i changed my blogskin again!hee.......coz i sianz of e old one..larrrrr....i cant stick 2 something for long...not much pple online 2nite....think i shld go bed earli..since morn has 2 wakey earli.... HOPE IT WOULDNT RAIN!...PRAY...jie coming bk fr BAngkok 2morro....so gd..can go play.........hai.. ENVY.....dunno y..2dae BB keep biting mama...i have 2 go rescue mama...2dae BB siao ahhhhhh....tink we spoilt him too much...i tinking go cut hair again....hahahha...though i cut not long ago....my life is so bored...!!Theres so much things i wanna learn...and do! Tatoo on e hips......(tribal design)...Naval Piercing....YES....keep saeing i gng do it...but drag and drag...later become lao tai bo...still havent do...some1 lent mi UR GUTS...but muz hide fr papa...or sure kana HELL fr him...sia...later he tink i become pai kia....i mean u cant juz judge a person..by appearance mah...it doesnt mean tat he/she has a tatoo = Bad kiddy rite....its call . BODY ART....NAG NAG NAG...buay ta han.....

watchin babes on tv...

2004-10-20T21:13:00.000-07:00

hmm...watching...school belle..n ....hunks on tv..channel 8.....tis wk showing SP students....The 2 gals are so prettty....one look like SUN YAN ZI....sweetie pie...as for the guys...onli 1 is gd looking..NICE DIMPLE...e sebastian...i dun like....2 messy looking liao...got 3 agencies called up..think next wk will go dwn for interview bah..sianz...ahh..dunno y 2dae so muc h invoices.....FAN SI REN LE..den tat shortie keep giving mi invoices.........** MAD**....@$@$@#^$&^#$@#%^#%$$#@..show black face 2 him...

OH OH....Suddenly rememeber..GUESS WH0 i SAW 2DAE?????GUESS GUESS GUESS...i saw Dexter chee!!!!!My poly lecturer...at NYP...tatSHORTIE....cum Ji Ko PEk....eeee.....got perverted look....but muz sae he is gd at teaching lar....can understand wat he teach..he slim dwn a bit..HEEHEHEHEHEHEHEEH...bb smilin so happi now..sis gng bring him go gai gai liao...

tired

2004-10-19T22:35:00.000-07:00

rather tired now....got a few calls fr some agencies 2dae...while at wk...**HOPE**..still thinkin should accpect e marketing assistant job mah..get my ass out of tis company...i juz dun like dng invoices......si bei sianz...but can say ...SOME of e pple there quite nice..beri patient wif mi....xiao mei mi...make mistakes....they oso nv realli scold.......**GULITY**..like nurma...su fen...lynneth...actualli vani isnt tat bad...i dunno,she's always smiling.......****Evil thoughts??**haha...ai ya..dunno lar.....human beings r complicated.....hard 2 understand...dun noe who is being real or fake.....WAT..........!!!!

**OH YES!!!!!!Guess wat!!!!!hehehehehe:

BB PIc is posted in e latest edition of "CLUBPETS"...a pet magazine....$3.20...jie send in B's pic...and got chosen...gng get a goodie bag...

show ya er pic....SI BEI YAN DAO...dun envy...horrrrr

de derrrrrrr.........****PROUD***:

Pic off BB in mag

Nice??????BB so ke ai.......like smiling like tat....i wan 2 go bathe...but sis bathe so long ahhhhhhhh....girls.....hai.....not like papa....few mins..DONE...erm...especialli since he left not much hair...wash hair so fast...he beri vain...always use hair spray...try 2 cover his bald spot?????can spent 1 hr dng tat..i tink.....erm...in my head tinking............****WHO WILL C.....ai sey....even mama cant be bothered ah..papa...

juz finished sending out some resumes...send quite alot...2morro still have 2 go company at 8am....wau lao...for wat stuppiiddddddd...charter base SHIT...wat e.....dun understand larrrrr......aniwae..i will never ever....ger a job 2 do wif shipping ever again....ONCE BITTEN,TWICE SHY......pui......

found tis quote fr a webbie

Together, we're so warm.
Apart, we get so cold.
So lets sit together,
And together we'll grow old

Kinda sweet...hor.....so sweet of a guy 2 tell a gal...he wanna GROW OLD WIf her....**i dreaming again larrrr**...hopeless dreamer...=me

ooohhhhhh.....Josh Hartnett is so Cute......

2004-10-17T06:02:00.000-07:00

juz finish watching Pearl Harbour on channel 5...Josh Hartnett is so cute.....hot!

its quite a nice show...i watched it when it was screened in e cinema......hw does it feels 2 fall in luv wif ur best fren..gal????...2morro showing part 2...dunno if i can get hme in time 2 watch it...*Yawn* rather tired 2dae...watchin e news now!!!theres a news on AVA giving rewards for info on e poisoning of stray dogs in clementi..its so cruel!!hw could ani1 do such a thing...INHUMAN....left posion food for e dog!SAd........anger.......AVA had a pet adoption drive 2dae at bishan park..70,000 dogs found abandoned ....strays..pple buy on impulse....SO POOR THING....

if u c BB on e streets........would u bear 2 hit him???????????

MAYBE..................

2004-10-16T23:34:00.000-07:00

Maybe all my dreams didn't die,
And maybe my smile will come back,
Maybe all my tears will dry,
And maybe this world isn't so black.

Maybe I was wrong about all this,
And maybe there is hope for me,
Maybe there is a little bliss,
And maybe I'm not so lonely.

Maybe these fears will fly away,
And maybe I'm not so bad after all,
Maybe I will eventually be okay,
And maybe I'll recover from my fall.

Maybe this time I will stand strong,
And maybe I won't fall down so far,
Maybe your words will last real long,
And maybe I have found my bright star.

I think now, that I might make it,
Hopefully this feeling will last a while,
And hopefully this poem won't turn to bullshit

.......bored..

2004-10-16T23:26:00.001-07:00

i change e blogskin again...kinda bored at hme......e alignment is darmn messy...i cant be bothered,its my blog aniwae....I DUN GIVE A DARMN.....feelin moody now...simply no mood 2 do anything...so....betta dun mess wif mi now...if u step on my toes..i will stomp on ur feet till u cant feel ur toes no more....i hate tis FUCKING JOB!!!!!!one colleage has left on Fridae....wen he left...it was darma mama....e bitch pauline face was darmn fierce......SCARY...Ann Hwee oso tendered.....hai.....wat e hell....den tat bitch call us for a meeting.....she increase our workload...and i be given post fixures 2 do..SUPER SIANZ.....basicalli its after sales services.....have 2 call up customers....bloody shit wk....SUCKKKKSSSSS......i hate it......a agency called 2dae...ask mi if i interested in a market research position....oohhhhh....juz at e right time!i sae ok........so mon after wk...i will be dropping by e agency...market research.....i like!.....hmmm....dunn0 if its quite wat i expected....c hw it goes bah....cant be bothered 2 tink so much oso....wking can realli be so depressing perhaps its becoz i dunno hw 2 look it at another perspective...LEARN 2 ENJOY....i guess not at e moment......i am not some1 who will always look on e bright side.....2much hope...end up deeper in despair....i go through it........SICK>......

y e weather so hot.....%#@*&^%$#@^

2004-10-12T23:10:00.000-07:00

buay tahan...though i juz bathe....but its freakinnnnn hooootttttt......ai sey...*makes mi frustrated*...listening 2 some songs brandon burn....some r nice .....nirvana songs...now showing"End of Days" at channel 5.....i watch a bit...one word 2 descibe...*SIANZZZZZZ**..think i gng sleep earli later.....jie saes gng 2 bring BB go grooming soon......gng be bull dog look alike again....SHITTZZZZ>.....tat tom n jerry dog......gonnggzzz....no hooorrrrr.....after seeing so much dogs.....BB is still e most yandao dog in e world wide world....but i wonder if i put bb in e water..will he swim by himself...well....he's a bit dumb leh....later swept away...i oso cannot save him liao....tat sotong got e windstruck VCD......shittzz...y i so sway leh....**Bth of us cant get e cheesecake liao.....tell u wat..i buy u one...den u buy mi one...mi excahnge....hao mah...hahah......wau..i si bei sianz...now..think i gng start mumbling rubbish soon...muahahahahahahahaha.....later i gng watch guess guess gues...soooo super long...nv watch since i started wking.....I MUZ GET BK MY LIFE.....!!but den i still use 2 sleep late...den meeting i always...half eyes closed..struggle 2 keep open...!!.....comical...hmmmm...2mooro is onli wed??????ai sey...y...so darmn SLOW>......FRI..i waiting...........blah blah blah....talking 2 sze online now.....hee...thought she has went 2 meet diana they all.....ohh ya....yesterdae i watch America Next Top Model....Catie is real sweet lookin...but a bit 2 much of a cry Baby..i think she looks nice wif short hair.....if i cut short like tat.....i tink i look like balloon......hmm...WAIT....i did cut like tat!recall......erm...wen i was sec 3 or 4....2bad i nv take pic...but my face so chubby..cut short hair...dun realli suit bah...but its so sassy looking....STYLO MILO....reminds mi of Erni's hairrr.....my mummi.....dunno hw is she liao....lost touch.....every1 evaporate in2 air...condenses in2 water vapour..becm cloud liao larrrrr........

**What came first , the chicken or the egg?...who knows?...what means more, my life or his?...who knows? All I know is that if u ask me, I would say my life..you would walk away forever...never knowing you ARE my life...:( **

2004-10-11T10:33:00.000-07:00

my feet...hahaha

2004-10-11T10:19:00.000-07:00

................salalalalalalalala,.........

2004-10-11T10:16:00.000-07:00

......BB...blur face....

..A Silly Gurl's Life...

new songs

weekend cming!!

bored @ office

nice song

moody moody dae..

new pics of tiny ..and bb

sad..*heartache*

:<

chiwawa gathering pics @ sentosa

*fairytale lurve*

sat!

sleepy ...so sleppy...i am miss sleepy...yawn

freaky hot dae!

headache.......

countdwning to 6pm!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

miss sleepy

tired...yawn

tired

sick

BLUE BLUE mONdAY.............SIgNZ.....

horoscope for e day!!!

luch time soon

arghhhhhhh

finalli a gd rest... :>

my horoscope for 2dae.kekek

dun mess with a gal...............haha

sleepyyyyyyyyyyy

fruits test

Funny pics

arghhhh...*headache*

:>

:>

yawn...

sad....

nice song :>

ohhh...

arghh

yummy

finaali sat

yes!sat finalli....................

cough cough

sick...

?

yummy

tired...

hmmp!!!

yawn..

star light star bright......may my wish cm true tonite..

i wan domokun!!

stupid blog

phone chain tat looks like baby!!

:>

awaiting for charlie & e chocolate factory

**yawn**

tired dae!!

Happy New yr!!!!

my poor bb

feeding bb dinner

life is like a bus....

still feeling piss ...

piss off...

what are dreams.........

my ah b more yandao

: >

bored....

Pics....

Nice song....

**Bored 2 death le*

...ah b is grumpy....

...i hope ah b feels better...

..........

At e Beginning

Baby..........

*My invisble visit0r*

..Merry Christmas...!!!!

yawn......

hahahahahahahahahahhaha

BB is a pig in a dog's body....

.....*sick*....

sad..heartache

fairytale lurve

arghhhh...headache

yawn

My invisble visit0r

.....sick....

Happi.........

finalli get 2 watch windstruck

stary stary night..(.)

tired